hate me? then PISS OFF.

wednesdae nite vomited loads of time told my mum.she told mi to go n see the doctor.at first i was unwilling cuz de next dae i was working...cuz i hate to bustard shift.it just make me feel damn guilty.so i tot of goin to the polyclinic aft work at 6.but i checked on the net,polyclinic closes at 4.15.so i think3 den i told myself to go before work.

thursdae,woke up earli meet him at yew tee mrt at 7.40am cuz he wan to accompany mi to polyclinic eventho i told him i'm fine alone.den he still degil.so i sae ok lor...went to bukit batok polyclinic cuz if late at least its near to work.den went in the doctor's room,she scolded mi...she sae"i've seen ur records why did u not go all the appoiments that hav been scheduled to u?"den i was like fark who de hell you noe.den i sae orh not free ahz damn bz...den she check2 all tt den she refered mi to A&E. den i ask her A&E 24 hrs rite,so i go aft wrk can...den she sae no...Urs is critical go immediately...den i sae ok...

den went to ph bb,told huda abt it.den she went to read de refferal letter but she couldn't understand a shit tt de doc were talking...haha..den i sae to her aft wrk i go,den she sae jus go effa can handle...arh...so guilty seh leaft effa to do de morning shift alone...i noe de feeling doing alone so i hate to busted ppl...
1000s appoligies to ALL BB PH STAFF...

den he sent mi home,den he went home charged his psp n went to sKool...after skOOl he visited mi in de hospital cuz by den i was admitted in de hospital.he was der till late.soMetimes i feel guilty tt he can't spent his tym wid his fwens,cuz everytime afteer skOol he either take mi frm wrk or where eva i am n now pei mi in hospital.den he lent mi his psp...SO sweEt of him...tho he dun ike to pass mi de psp wen he is wid mi,cuz i will play it n forget abt him...hahah...sia lahz sae play game so mus concentrate lahz...

de next dae earli in de moring he came.den he stayed n accompanied mi till 6.40pm den went for his skoOl function n come back to de hospital at 11.40pmn stayed overnite...so Sweet of him...den my had go de "plug"de 1 where dey put drip...den it was super pain lahz...so he suapkan..haha..So sweet..

nani came at ard 3+ or 4+ like tt together wid mic n lUn...Dey bOughT mi SPONGEBOB BALLOON!!jie lun jus can't seem to StoP talking to the SponGebOB...hahah TOOk LotS PICs

After he went off,awhile ltr kinah,syaza n fau came...dey bought mi waffels..mcm tau onli i lapar..haha,actulli i 24hr lapar...

wen i was der, he lent mi his slipper n bring home mine shoe fer mi,lent his cap n psp even he charger...i noe bth of us are game addicts,so w/o game is hard to live...n he being able to tt is jus so SweeT...
LovE You!!!

For those HU visit mi while i was in de hospital thanks a loada i realli appreciate it...Thos who cover mine Shift n those hu hav to wrk extra hard cuz shOrtage of sTaff ,Millions aPPOligies n tHanks fer sacrificing ur time...Thanks a loads! =))

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Yesterdae my body ache one kind sia.den i keep on goin to toilet when working...Lucky not much customer.I keep on vomiting...first 2 vomit was jus fOod..den de third onwards was blooD.ya noe like i litterally vomit bLood..i duNno wads wrg wid mY stomach.bUt wen i off i'll be sure to go to the doctor.cuz anyways i lack of blOod alrd den to throw up More bLood is a nono.i din tell anyone tt i vomit bLoood during work.den at hoMe now oso still throw up Blood..de feeling damn sulky lahz...hate it sia...make mi can't slp...i lay dwn de bed onli pain...argh!!!

I've promise my mum tt i won't over worked myself till i sick.buT i guess i have jus broken her promise.
buT this wk i've no Off.How??mayb i go in de morning n come to work in de afternoon..haiz....damn body why damn weak!!!stress!!!!

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Todae incident make mi realised how important is my family,fwens n hIm to mi.what if i were to go overseas n a lonG period of time n couldn't communicate wid my family,fwens n hiM often.I can't live w/o my family fer even just one dae,wat more 2 yrs.As fer him,a few setps away frm hiM alrd i miss him.

This is abOut my fwen irah n dani.Irah is dani's girl .She had to go to shnghai fer sKool fer 2 yrs.She depart Todae at 10.dani as her guy send her off to her grandma place before she left singapore.he cried all de way until ut.tt's where he met us(mi n yunus).we accompanied him coz he was super sad.i felt sori fer him.den i think wad if i were in his shoes.Furthermore,guys dun usually cry, wat more infront of their fwens n other girls.so fer him to cry infront of mi n yunus was like a big ting.cuz its means irah ment so much to him.

Now my dear yunus is Sick!told him Not to take heaty stuff he take.told him to drink Lots of Plain water,give mi reason plain water not nice.come on if ur sick everyting is taseless.So woRried fer him,yet he is worried abt mi.cuz my mum check my blooD count todae n its lOw again...Tt means i have to be admitted in hospital again,fer at least a weeK.i Dun mind being admitted to hospital as long as its aft i buy my pSp...No wonder i oways feel cold,cuz my blooD count lOw...hOspital =No work=bOring=Die ARGH!!!i'm becoming wokerholic dae by dae man...stop it its nOt healthy..No time fer family n fwen no gd...

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oKie,ytd had meeting which ended like 1.30am ....if i'm nt wrg...anyways it was regarding our fucked up behaviour...n de roster....n de recent test that ph bb failed.

To you guys hus reading this n hapens to work wid mi...i've always tried to do things as much as i could...but seriously dun everyting push to mi...cuz at the end of the dae u guys are paid to do wrk nt to clock in n laze ard at the bar n wen de tym is up u clock out...tt dae i was left to be de cashier,bar,wash(cuz tt selenger joshua keep on seending pansn seperators n its jus an eye sore to c it pilling higher n higher) serve de customer,prebus,follow up wid customer n kitchen n dine de table my Own...if its fer a while i dun mind...but its like farkIng long lahz...further more u did this to mi nt once nt twice sia,u did this many times.u are jus lucky i'm no longer de type hu jus fire up...i've learn to control...but u dun make mi lose it sia.if i lose it i make sure u get hell frm mi.den make n aux,talk nvr reply hav to go all de way dwn n reprimand dem to do...kaoz...printer spoil dun wan to inform den orders nvr do...wtf...den hu kena fuck by customer service crew...i dun care...i wan to learn boh n take away counter asap n i wan to do...if can despetcher oso i wan conqure.

In this post todae i shall declare wad i've been denying of late to many of u guys.

I love yunus,n he love mi. We hav not gone to the next stage yet.And i realli appreciate it wen he come all de way from sKool jus to pick mi up from work n send mi home.And der's never been a day bth of us in din meet up...except wen i was on holidae.Poor him hav to be alone. But we did contact tru sms.As sOon As i told him i returning hOme he was sOo happi.wen i landed,he was de first i inform n de first i see other den my family.if ya ask mi howthis so called relationship start,let mi tell you this...-->i want to keep it btw us onli...(But do take note,de intercom helps,tho u make mi come dwn fer nth).yup i think tt's abt it....cuz my mouth hurts repeating this again n over again everytime each person ask mi relating this topic.

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oKie,went bLog hopping jus now...it seem as if everyone blog about grad nite...so i think i'll hav my sae on grad nite...may it be lots or little...but i hope you'll guys enjoy it...here it goes...

On the 28dec 2006.
Yiss grad nite was held at the swissotel.reach der 6+.register myself and got assigned to table 10...but i dun like the fact thati sat wid the ppl i'm not close too...so i changed wid my fwenz...so i sat at table 37.Sitting on that table was all the 4e5 except fer one guy hu's from 4td...i dunno his name cuz i dun minggled wid de normal student...not that i sterotyped dem..but jus tt i jus dunno dem...but mind ya, i nvr lOok down on dem.i treat everyone as fwen unless dey are my enemy...haha..Most of us Look kinda okie,some over dressed but most of us we formally dressed n the fact that we make our effort to dress fer the occasion.i Spent 79 on that nite.i guess it was alot of money save.n i spent it realli well...cuz the dress was nice to mi...n de fact tt it can be wore as a casual wear make it good...cuz at least it won't be a one time ting ya noe.

the event ended at 11+...after it ended tOok soMe pictures wid my mates n went down to bb ph meet him...n supposed to do some shits but dey sae no nid...so okie lor,meet him den we went home together.den we tapped our ez link cars n waited fer de mrt.while ltr de mrrt came...we feel that i was kinda alot of ppl..so we decided to skipped the train n waited fer the next one..litle did we noe that the mrt tt we skipped was de last train.den saw siti n i dunno hu alight at bb station.after a while we waited de's no train n de "tv" oso din state the duration de next train is coming...so we went down n decided to walk from bb to Ut.saw so many things....lizards,frogs n manny more.further more it was raining.But i was not cold...cuz he lend mi his jacket...thankz...
picture will be up sOon.

Gee...just came back from holidae yesterdae at 12.30am...was sO happi wen i reach Singapore.Nonetheless i felt awful leaving my cuzions...They cried everytime we depart.It's hard to see them in that state.

Went to kampung,all the mak cik start asking mi wen i finish my studies n at wad age do i planned to marry.Gosh..den de whole kampung noe the fact that my second cuzion like mi cuz his brother told the whole kampung.I can't deny the fact that he's a dashing young men now.Maybe,just maybe if his not related i may consider.but the fact that his related i dun wan to torture my child n myself having a not perfectly healthy kids.Though i'm against pregnancy cos the fact that der are too many kids wid no parents n by being having my own kids,will mean lesser chnces of dem having parents to care for them...Furthermore being pregnant is long n painful.onli an idiot will put themself to that kind of torture.and beside u can't confirm to have a good kid...for all you noe...u spent so much on them while dey are young n den they'll leave u n b rude to u once they are older.so i'll rather take an orphan as my kids cuz they'll noe how meaningless life can be w/o being love or someone to call ya mother.
okie i think too far already.i shall stop.

okie,that aside,i went to VivO ciTy todae!finally...whOohoo..On de way saw my cuzzion she was on her was to vivo too...hehe..Its damn Nice n not that packed wid matts n minahs as many have mentioned.Cuz i went on weekdae n de fact that skOol start todae n its no longer the holidaes for most of de pplz.theres a huge ship outside vivo...at first we were at 3rd level looKing down at the huge ship.It was so magnificient that now i dream to have a licence n drive a ship...The ship is from sweden,it look like of those on Pirates of the carribean. Jus the anchor,it weighs 1050kg. or that's wad we think its engraved on it.we couldn't quite make out wad the numbers are but we were pretty sure it its 4 digit!went der he bought an adidas jacket.but of us fell for the same jacket but unfortunately der isn't his size...n i din noe der was an adidas shop...if not i would bring lots of money...heheh...i'm goin der todae if i'm not lazy to buy de jacket.hope der is still summore its black n wid gold stripes...I wan!!!if i get he sure to be jealous...cuz both of us want it that badly...ahahah...den we went to watch night at de museum...damn funni..hahha...i enjoyed it...but de funni thing is his sit dun hav the place to put de drink..lol...so in de end he put it on de stairs...hahaha...his like my rubbish bin seh...my jacket put in his bag,my food tk abis he eat fer mi...my drink Not nice, he drink...haha...thanks...i appreciate every little ting u did for mi...

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