hate me? then PISS OFF.

okie,now waitin for my aunt to fetch mi den i'm heading off to holidae.Since before O level ended i've been acited n can't wait for this dae to arrive,but wen todae came, i feel Lyk fucked n i dun feel like goin anymore.I told my anut to go to my dad's work place first cuz i got into some small dispute wid him before i left fer work ytd.And the fact that i din get to celebrate mY sis Birthdae cuz i have to work full shift makes mi wonder wen am i goin to be ferr to make it up to her.I feel so bad.Have not been having real talks wid my dad n sis...I miss dem.Its been like i left work while dey are sleepin/woking n returened when dey are sleeping /workin.

To my fwens,i'll miss ya as much too...In fact i miss ya'll alrd...

ytd meet him at 11 am he accompany mi to sch to get my 150 bucks.den on de way saw his cuzzIonSs.chat2 while waiting for bus nden after collecting my stuff,we went to work.actualli he start work at 4pm but he accompany mi do full sHift.Thanks:)den we went home together.(we went home straight bTw)

Anyways,my work life is not not dey way i've planed out to be.I came work ytd,n like one by one ppl start to bomb wid with questions.Even GAVIN.I dunno "hu" he had in mind.And the fact that the stori was spread damn fast,i guess as fast as SARS.By the time i got to work ppl start to go up to mi n ask:wen? den i'lll be like wen wad seh?

Happi 18th BirtHdae KakaK Ku Yg Tak GuneR...hahaz...

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this wk lots of wrk...still trying to get used to de fact tt de riders won't wash de pans anymore...n eyerytime do closing der will be like tons of thing to wash..damn tired seh.if got ppl helpnevermind.i have to clear salad bar i have to do washin.den dey stand der tok shits n eat excces food..its like as if de food will dissapear if we nvr eat it...n if dey give reason sae de food will get cold...come on lahz ders a microwave.den complain tired lahz all tis fuck...den go smoke break lyk journey to orchard...farking long...u no customer onli go toilet,tired abit go in bar...sit,drink water...wtf...yeah i noe u tired...if u do lyk tt u tired...den wad a abt mi ?i dun go smoke break...i farking tirsty or lyk have sore throat den i go in bar n drink..den u expect to be realeased earli so u can change n slack wid other riders...wtf...if u wan to sae u my senior okie i can accept.but so wad if u are a senior n ur attitude lyk fark...come on lah u r no bigger den mi...u are not a star yet...de oni ting is u came work earlier den mi...anyways if u wan mi to respect u (again),u have to gain it urself...cuz i've respect u wen i first came...but de way u treat mi,make mi lose my respect fer u.*now i noe why bb ph can't be as good as other outlet...de FOH LIKE fark.thats de bad side abt bb ph lahz...any ways syuk dun ask mi hu...i dun wan to sae...i jus write here to realease anger...cuz i dun tell wrk shits to family...

saturdae,i went home wid johnny on his bike...sYiok sia he speed n conner...if wrk btp den good...cuz can send mi home tru xpressway den can run 90km/h...but den ahz tt raymond de helmetdamn heavy sia...den Asyraf (i think ah his name,forgot sia)he help mi put on de helmet...cuz dark i can't c...n de fact tt de helmet damn heavy n big fer my head......den Alex n asyraf follow send mi home on their bike...i Like princess sia....hahah...alex infront escort....den johnny's bike wid mi....den asyraf at de back escort us..hahah i b de princess fer de dae w/o even need to marry...hahaoh yahz...before we left wen doin closing...i want to use de toilet lahz...den i open de door saw johnny pee-in sia...den i like wtf...den i start luffing like hell sia...den i told him why nvr lock seh...den he blush onli...yunus heard luff non stop sia....i feel so guilty seeing tt...i went home n read de Quran sia...

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okie its nearing grad nite...but guess wad i haven't bougt any dress yet!mayb i gona buy it next wk...worst come to worst i jus skip de grad nite n pass my invitation card to other ppl hu wanna go...

oh i jus recieved this letter frm MOE i guess saying that i show an outstanding leardership or wadeva den i get 150 bucks...den wen my dad saw de letter gave my adik a lecture..but den come to think of it,wad leardership sia i show n who de hell pandai2 go send my name to MOE.but nevertheless i'm thankful...cuz i farking broke lahz...

and tis wk i realised how small SPORE is...is not that i fail my geo or wad...but i din think it was damn small till my working fwen is my pri skool senior n my madarasa fwen sia...anyways this wk is like a mixture of feeling fer mi..cuz 1 dae i went home wid 1 of my wrk fwen...den he became veri "meng -gatal"den i ran up de stairs mcm org giler...n seriously i can't deny de fact tt theres dis guy at my wrk place cute seh...i can't believe tt his my senior in pri skool n my class mate in madarasa fer like i dunno how many yrs but i dunno its him...n de fact tt i say to my cuz n other fwen tt my madarasa de guys der de looks all no hope..hahah...but wateva it is i so lookin forward to work wid him...so can CUCI MATE!!!!its been long since i last did tt...haha..pade hall last wk i just did sia...haha

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okie its been quite a while since i last updated.dis week feel kinda fucked up...why?too busy bahz?i dunno leh...anyways,last wk i busted the shif.accidentally tho but i feel farking guilty sia...serious sia...that was like one of my fuck up daes lahz...next wks i'm goin escape.but lyk got second thought abt it leh..cuz no money mahz...muz think of grad nite,holidae,den trenggannu visit...BALIK KAMPUNG!OHOHOH BALIK KAMPUNG!!!.

"MOney why u leave mi wen i needed u de most?!"

ytd wen to town search for shirts...but none catch my eyes!de onli thing that cought my eyes was this malay guy in de bank ...farking handsome lah...i saw him wen i pei my cuz to withdraw money cuz she no card...kaoz de eye lashes veri de damn long lahz..den de curl SO PERFCT!!!sometime next wk goin town again,search fer shirts n skirt n pants...hope something will catch my eyes ..other than guys..haha

*shaf hu eles goin escape huh?ton sumwhere after escape...de next dae den go hm?

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