9Saturday, April 08, 2006
fridae, some how i woke up late...but den i rush myself n came to school on time.came school was like not in a mood...i dunnoe why.but todae i somehow feel that i'm not myself.usually i look forward to school.but todae i din,i even tot of skipping school.todae i din talk much,when i everytime has somthing to sae.todae i keep to myself than being with others. durring dnt i suddenli broke dwn in silent.i din wan anyone to noe...so i jus do my dnt....i forced myself not to let the teas out..but it did...y? i got problem...yahz...ppl will be shocked wen i sae i got problems...cuz i seems so carefree...but deep within...i jus a rotten person hu have been dumped with lots of problems. i dun sae out is not that i wan u all to worry.Is becuz i dun wan to care abot it.But i noe some how ,some dae,some where that problem will haunt mi back.and it did .todae. Dun worry irwan...i'm fine... I went to the beach jus now.relax for while alone,get my mind at ease.then ii went back.And i'm sure a good NIght sleep will help mi thru.And by tml i'll be okie. I've lost so many fwens before.Indeed i have.So loosing another 1 is not much of a mattter to mi right.anyway some how i will get new fwens.so why should i wait,ponder n care about ppl hu dump my fwenship rite.after all we been tru.but its okie.That's life.Some ppl are kind,some are jus plain evil to be toying with ppl fwenship.BUt nvm.i'm used to that.so i'm fine. (mind u i din broke down durin dnt cuz of this,).I've long forget that person and erease it on my fwen,care,happiness list.
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