hate me? then PISS OFF.

she ask one of my fwen if i'm online.den my
fwenz said ya.den she told my fwen to inform mi
to unblocked her.fine i unblock her.

This convo was on 8.4.2006

i said:wad u wan?

She asked:u angry with mi?

i replied :dunno

She said:dun dunno,i noe u ask xxxxx ytd.
-->like hello,i ask xxxxx about u doesen't mean i'm angry
with u or wad ever rite.this tottally dun make sense.
she replied:she n XXXXx are not together ytd
but oni todae.-->like hu cares u wid xxxx when.
it don't bother mi...i dun care at all...

den i replied:so...so wad if i ask xxxxx?

den she replied u misunderstand mi.

den i replied : y should i be angry?

den she replied:haiya. u're juz being biased
against mi lars. i dunno lars. talk to u nicely u like tat.

den i replied:wad bias?!i'm asking u why shld
i be anry over u stead aaron or not...
-->like wad de hell sia u ask ppl unblocked
u dun u sae tt person bias all this shit...Knn

den she sae:wat ever i sae u juz couldn't get in.
wat wrong i did you tell mi? juz becoz i not spending
time with you all?

den i replied:wad have u said tt did got in?tell mi.
i dunno...u shld now wad...
sice u noe i'm angry with u...u shld noe de reason rite...
cuz u're always rite wad..u are nvr wrg

she asked:becuz of xxxxx?

i replied:wad abt xxxxx tt u think i'm angry abt

she say:i juz dunno lars.out of the sudden everi thing
like tat.we seems to be stranger.
nvm lars.go busy with r stuff.bye

den i replied:fine

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like hey. tell mi y shoul i get angry about her
being with xxxxx.i dun even care.
she with him with him larhz....like it bothers mi...
if about u goin with ur fwen. i oso dun care.
nani went with michelle too...n i go with my
class mates too..sharon go with he pa fwenz too...

like ever i care, dey go with hu?no.cuz i noe dey
have their other fwenz too
.u pull urself away frm us!!...
den now u telling mi de problems lies in us?!
can u for once wake up n realise tt not all
the thing happens is becoz i'm bein irrational or wad.
each of us got other fwenz.i understand.but have
to manage ur time.since u noe u got so many fwenz.
manage ur time...so others won't feel abondon.

den don u dare come back n put other on de blame.
n okie,if u dun have time with them at least sae hi
or give a simple smile to let the other party noe dey
are not abondon.

DUN JUST
PAST N PRETEND THAT THE OTHER PARTY
IS A GHOST.AND CONTINUE ON WITH UR OTHER
GRP OF FWENZ.

tell mI hav i ever told u n prevent u from being
with ur other fwenz..No rite. all WE wated was not
to b abondon n thrown like a trash. 1 dae we were
close as we can be.den de next dae u went with your
other group of fwens n nvr even let out a single word
or a simple smile to us. and now u sae out of a sudden
we are staranger..

THIS MATTER IS NOT SUDDEN WAD?!
IT HAPPENS OVER A PERIOD OF TIME.
AND MIND U ITS A LONG TIME!

think about it lahr...if u were thrown n abondon,
will u care to chase after that person.i'm sure its a
no rite.tt's jus it...i din chase after her.n now i dun
care alrd.wad hapens happens.cuz she's here or not
here in my life.its still feel de same...SO I DUN CARE!

den u sae u feel tottally out.u think u de onli 1 feeling
that mehz?u think we dun have feelings?!
i guess that wad u tot rite.cuz n nvr know us.u
alwas think n got it wrg tht y .n now u sae der is no
trust btw us?! Since wen der is no trust btw us?!
All those secrets we share,
all the things we shared with u n not others.

IF THAT ’ S NOT TRUST !I DUNNOE WAD IT IS TO U!

AND CERTAINLY WE ARE NOT BUILD
TO RESTRICT EACH OTHER.ITS ONLI
U WHO ARE BUILD TO RESTRIC US!

Tell mi when hav u kept to ur word..u told us
dun bottled up our feelings no good but
when it come to u do u do de same?!
NO!!!! we try to dig it out from u but u
keep on sae nothing.so wads that???!!!
u are de 1 hu are build to restrict us..

we share wad deep witHin us.but not u!
so der is trust.but its onli a 1 sided trust!
u see…all this things cannot happen over night!!
it happens over a period of time so,
this means that it is not SUDDENNNNNN!!!

And do u noe noe de pain I have to endure
wen ppl ask mi y we are not close anymore.do u?

Ps:its not onli mi tt feeling this way.others too!n u shld noe hu.

AND

PLS DUN USE DE WORD WHEN U DUN
UNDERSTAND IT....PLS..IT ANNOYS MI!!!

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