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9Thursday, April 27, 2006

todae,
its kinda de best dae so far through out de whole 4 daes.
veri stupid yet funni things happend todae.
skool was fine.tho durin mathz lesson while ms wong is nagging
cuz of azrun's stupid Qn.so she nagg at the whole class for like
5-10 min.i was bored n piss off so i lay my head on de table n drew
my hand.But ms wong tot i was sleepin.lol..

and i got piss off cuz mr chow took half of out HEY period.
we need to destress lehz...he ks sia(kanchong spider).
tt topic oso nvr test in mid yr..relax lahz..

after tt went to have lunch wid mandy,nani n mich.
but i left earlier cuz i meet my 4e5 peeps to
study at TL wid ms teh.we studied till 4.
den went off for our tuition...
den we all always go together mahz...
den as mi,syaza,fahzil n her was walking past caltex,sakinah
saw this branch lah.den she wan to kick it.
yup she managed to move it to a certain distance tho it was onli little.
but de bez part was her shoe flew as she was kicking.
den mi n fahzil luff till our face red..haha...
syaza luff too but she din luff till her face red tho..

den almost reach de tuition place already.we saw yuri.
haha...guess wad we saw?
yuri's pants de left side i think was torn vertically all de was up to
de thigh der if i'm not mistaken..kaoz damn funni...den we luff like mad sia.

come to think of it this week got alot stupid things happen:
-tuesdae:while playing pe fahzil pants torn cuz he wan to catch johan's ball
den he stretch his leg.den his shorts torn at denear de kok de area....ish ish

-sakinah:shoe flew while kickking a branch

-yuri:pants torn vertically.dunnoe y...gotta ask him tml..haha
de 4e5 blurs n beloz..haha

it seems like the 4e5 is conqurring all the space for the tuition sia.

den after tuition ended mi n syaza have't finish wid de qn.
so we continued on while de rest of de 4e5 peeps wait for us...
den dis crazy lady wen down out of a sudden..
de moment de lady came dwn all de jc tutors ran away except
jaenin n 4e5 ppl.haha...den we sae de lady n still continue on
wid our syudy...den sae she like jus woke up wid 1 big lion hair..
haha...den she frm 1 end came sit beside us...kaoz...damn scary...
but we heck care her n continue talking among ourselves as if she's a ghost.

after tt we headed to kfc to eat.

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9Wednesday, April 26, 2006

its ben 4 daes since my last post.i was busy with alot of stuff.
-skool
-house
-family
-fwenz
-studies
-camp organisation

last sundae:
went to windfield hall to have the dae training camp.
to brief all the ppl about:
-logistic's responsibility in de camp
-fnb responsibility
-photographer responsibility
-programmer responsibility
-main comm
-sub comm
n youth comm resonsibility

its a long dae of torture basically.i woke up at 5.30am on a
SUNDAE!!
MIND U ITS SUNDAE!!gosh can we have a rest!
n ended at 5+ to 6pm.
headed home,reach abt 7+ 8pm.tired on ine a while den i went to bed.

mondae:
skool like normal.
after skool no malay remedial.yahooh....
den went to jp to do fifi bdae present wid kinah n syaza.
den we have to wait for it to get ready.
so we walk abound jp...den we suddenli

remembered tt we promise syukor
to buy him bdae present.so we got him a shirt..NICE!!
den headed home after all things have settled.
reach home slack do homework n study...den ..
bed here i come!!!
(syukri nice rite de present!!c lahz hu choose!!hehe)

tuesdae:
went home after skool wid sharon n nani n her 4e2 peeps.
den went home change den headed to je to study at de library.
we were der frm abt 4.30 to 8 +pm.it was purely study.no playing tho
got tease each other..den went home study again.till i got bored
den i went to watch tv den sleep.

wednesdae:
skool was okie..but abit pisss off earli in de morning.
cuz adam took some of mathz time..arghh...take dnt for
all i care.jus don't take maths lahz.kaoz...den he bad mood
i guess...den he shouted at ppl for no reason wad so ever...
even call ppl like mazlee .

he shouted like mazlee did something wrg..
de oso shouted at syukor...i was like...sia lahz not happi den
vent anger at other ppl sia...like wan kena anger managment seh...
den after skool went to detention cuz nvr bring thermometer. -.-
but it was 30 min onli..hehe..den headed to TL to study wid kinah,syaza,hasif,fahzil,syukri,syukri n johan.haha...TL like 4e5
study conner..but good lahz..got aircon..haha..tho we were frezzing like mad ass...

all fun bad yet hectic week..looking forwad to 5 june...
so dun have to worri abt de camp..haha

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9Saturday, April 22, 2006


thursdae,
skool was fine..
after skool went to physic xtra lesson.
den behind mi n kinah all was johan n wan n ammer...
den all sart to talk with "awak" den like odd sia...
den we all oso join in...
damn funni sia...
like sec4 alrd den talk like small kids awak awak all tt..
haha..
den salck at canteen awhile.den mr adam came..
saw diyana sis n 1 ncc boy touching2...
den kena scolded..haha..

after tt went for mathz...
den we all walk like 1 big grp of ganster sia...haha...
4e5 ganster...
or shall i put it as 4e5 maniacs...
we were like luffing2 al de wayz...
min,adeline n syaza tutor din came.
so we were attached to another tutor.
den de tutor like blur2..
i buey tahan mi n sayza do our own mathz stuff..
den we dunno den we ask..haha..
den i was syaza tutor of de dae...hehe
wahz...she hor...get on my nerves...
vvvv careless...den de qn given in factorised form..need to
expand.den she expan den factorise back...
wahz...lucky she not my sis sia...if not my hand all over her
manz...haha...but funni ahz...

oh yahz...den got tis lady went doen at 6+ where we had our tuition
she came n suddenli shouted at a grp of tutor..sae...wad's ur skool i
wan to report this to ur principall wad's ur principal's name..
i tot dey did something wrg..
den de inchare went to her n try to clam her down...but den she
still shouting like lunatic..
she sae..i'm de counsellor...blahz...blahz...blahz...funni lor...
for those hu were der u noe lor...
den de sec5 sae tt was de sec time...n dey sae tt lady is de
crazy lady...i dunno lahz..
but all i noe is its funni..
den we headed to mac t eat our dinner...
cracked jokes tell stori till austin luff until eyes watery...haha
den we make a move at ard 8+...
reach home...boomed sleep...

fridae,
skool was okie lahz...
after skool waited for nani with sharon...den we headed to kkh.
visited manda..she had low blood count.
n de way der took bus 66.wahx de last row de sit damn small sia...
i sit butt pain...den i move infront seat...den better..but nani sat der
de whole journey depite de pain.lol..

den reach der saw manda...feel abit awkward at fist so i jus shut up...
den began to loosen up...den guess wad we did..
de remote control for de tv is de same for all patient.
so we took manda's tv remote control
n on de tv on the patient hu is sleepin..
den off de tv for thos hu are watching..
we played with de curtains...its like everyhing we saw oso we play...
den de nurse tought us wad is hp..de onli hp i noe is hand phone...
but tis was haemoglobin pressure.
normal ppl haemoglobin pressure is 13- 15 but manda's was
4.8 so u c ders a big diff...
liack of haemoglobin pressure can lead to death cuz de heart
can't pump enough blood to go to all parts of de body...
but den de nurse was crancky...yulcks..haha

after tt i headed home..
eat again...den went to fifi bdae.
some ass hole make mi piss off..
u wan kill urself go ahead...dun dragg other in lahz...
u wan to have how mmany puff oso i dun care...but u
offer it to my fwen fer wad..
thik so nice ahz..
underage somemore...dun u dare ask mi back for that thing..
cray for all i care...i threw it in de dustbin alrd...
1 by 1...hunt for it if u wish!

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9Wednesday, April 19, 2006

todae,
school wasn't that good.
most of the people are either angry,
pissed or upset wid stuff.
But it seems that onli mi n sakina was de onli crazy ones.
ms lim din come todae.
hmm...she's in depression i guess.
i dunnoe..

todae did maths alot...hehe...had fun doin it...
MS WONG MORE MATHS PAPER FOR US CAN?!!
I WAN MORE!!
n mr koh could u stop wid the dnt...
haha...i'm dead if he reads this...shhhhh everyone.

after skool mi,syaza,n kinah went to look for
exisisting product n hunt for that magical cubic for dnt.
before that we went to wm to hunt for marinah present.but
as soon as we saw hasif,Ammer n syukri goin towards kfc.
we oso followed.actually to irritate n disturb dem..but in de end
we end up eating der too.
den in kfc we met austin n adeline AGAIN!DARN!HAHA..
so we join tables n eat together....like mini 4e5 lunch party.
mind u its realli mini cuz ders onli 8 out of 31 ppl..haha...
cuz dis was an unplaned one.hehez..
tell stories,joke n tease each other...fun... :)

den we headed to jp to hunt for the dnt suff...reach boon lay le...
was talking to syaza den saw 1 guy wearing ph manager uniform...
den i told syaza eh manager ph...onli to realise that it was syukri...
hehe...he was rushing to work...so i jus managed to sae hi...
but its ok bahz...
went to toyrus play wid the kids stuff n wished tt were we kids again..
haha..n we saw this nice laptop which cost $79.95 with wireless
internet connection.cool huh...
den pass by the ph...cuz jus renovated.hmm...NICE!!
i like the circular booth seats..the lightings,colour of the
table cloth n de furniture Is jus PERFECT!

went home took 172 to cck interchange.first time taking it...
de roads are boring...
till i fell asleep.but i woke up went it comes to cemetry part...
i dunno why but i like to see cemetry...odd huh?!
reach home,mum wasn't at home.
dad saes she went to visit atuk clementi.saes he sick...
haiz...hope he get well soon...mayb 1 of de daes will drop
by wid fizah bahz...
c how first..

BORRING DAE TODAE! :(
~REASONS~

>zee yang wasn't in his happi mood
>may ppl pissed,ngry or wad ever but jus NOT HAPPY
>2 periods of dnt
>had gastric pain..lucky syaza got oil...if not die...
>angry wid my mum todae.hmph....
>not enough mats stuff to do...ms wong flood mi with it manz
>miss my phone...any kind soul to buy mi a new charger??pls...
treat it as my sosososo belated pressent...can?anyone... :x
>i'm stress..n can go mad with this old phone of mine...

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9Tuesday, April 18, 2006

sings:
menjeling2 ku bertentang
mata kita sama memandang
kucuba kucuba nak bertanya
siapa diakah namanya

menjeling2 ku bertenteng
mata kita sama memandang
bercakap bertanya dan bermesra
jangan sampai datang rumah....


gohs...i'm addicted to this song...manz...de world is slowly turning...
some1 stop it...haha

anyways,todae no mondae blues...hehe...
was hyper de whole dae...
i went in de class room wid a big2 smile..
or tt wad syaza sae...haha
she sae i go in class room or where todae i oso smile..
haha..n kina says that i'm sort of crayz...cuz i respond n listend to teacher
esp physic..
wow..tt's a gd change..keep it up nadiah..u are changig for de better
despite tt u r great now...
haha..

oh i dunno wad up wid mi...
or shall i put it as wads up butches...
haha...
of late, i've been attracting butches...
haha...like its new...
my life is always full of suprises...no suprise cannot 1..
haha...hu wan to do documentry on my life...it cool lehz...
sure become blockebuster movie..haha

oh yahz...does any of u guys noe wad is billabong?
its actually a piece of land tt is gd to go trees cuz tt land can hold de tress steady..haha...cool ehz...n now billabong is a brand...it like a pice of land is famous...
haha...ltr i grow up...open a designer shop or wad fuck shit...i name de brand house..
cooL ehx..haha

ohz yahz...watch takraw todae..hmm...i feel that dey have more thn wad they gave jus now...thankz to 1 bloody idiot...tt i was cursing all along while he was playin...come on...we need to uphold our pride n dignity n bring up the skool name manz...
den tuition...sainsation...i hav not complete dnt...dead meat...nvm..lahz..

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9Sunday, April 16, 2006

hellluuuuu....

haha i'm in freaking happi mood...y?
cuz i'm still in de concert fever!!haha..

yesterdae...
kena cheated by my mum...arghh...
she woke mi up at 10 sae got macdonal.
i woke up cuz of food.. :))
den guess wad is my "macdonal"?!
a MOP !!MOP LEHHS~
she told mi to mop the house den i get to eat.
so i GOOD GIRL.I MOP..
den she went out to buy food n do some shooping
while i mop de house!
finish mopping waited....
n waited...
n waited..
for my mum to come home with the food...
but at 3 she still not home..damn it..
so i went to prepare to go meet fifi at bb to go
to de concert...
finish get ready.
WAITED AGAIN!
BUT MY MUM NOT HOME YET!
ARGHH SHE KIDNAP MY FOOODDDD!
so i left with an empty stomach...after doing a
terrible moping period..

mum,how can u do this to your cute,loving,adorable,
sweet looking innocent child...your 1 n onli favourite child...?
how could u..
haha drama abit...

den went out it was raining elephant n mamoth.
with metal rock n traditional songs(thunder n storm)
haha...
so i took bus to cck instead of walking to de mrt.
den frm der i took mrt to bb to meet fifi.
reach der,nani n her sis was der too..
we waited for mandy n ezan...
cuz nani n her sis meeting mandy to go for a movies
while mi n ezan n fifi goin for de concert.

den ezan reach le...we headed to je to meet fahzil n his sis.
along de way some how...i dunno how...fahzil loose his ez link...
alamak...den he cheated wen goin out frm expo mrt..
fauziah tap de ez link den he n fauziah rush tru tt so
called gate..haha...lucky nvr kena cought or squeeze..

reach der.went to 7 11 to buy mashed potato n drinks...
fifi told fauziah to put de mashed potato in de bag...
den 1 of de mashed potato fell in fauziah bag..lol...
den while we were queeing der is dis grp of idiots say us...
den i saw their ticket standard ticket which is yellow in colour..
haha...so i went to sae to fifi eh fifi standard ticket colour kuning ahz...
kite nye hijau...den tt grp of idiots shut up...serve dem right...hahahah...

went in...help to clear up fauziah bag...den went to kinah
side n chatted with her...n took some pictures wid her n her
cuz or fwen i dunno..haha...
den went back to our seat...den chat 2..den de concert start...
all i can sae is superb...its nice...realli for a all singaporean performance...
so i made up this phrase especially for the concert: super duper
power freakin licking licious

todae, nth much happen cuz i slept most of de dae n a few
hrs b4 tuition to eat n go on de com..hehe

concert pics will b up soon i guess..haha...c if i not lazy

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9Friday, April 14, 2006

thursdae.
went home earli cuz de skool dismissed us earli
prior to labour dae.went home.sleep.cuz de dae
before i was sick n i din get a good nite sleep...
summore ppl call mi in de middle of de nite...hahax..
.not angry of tat...i'm happi to recieve his call anyways...

meet up sharon to go to skool for the 41st anual awards ceremony.
we met each other at 4.45pm...cuz we purposely wan to come late..haha
den while i was about to board 106 this gerl approched mi...
she sae her fwen wan my no.b4 tt i saw both of dem staring at mi...
den de fwen was a butch...OMG..den it was tt butch hu wan my no.
i scared sia....den i sae,orh...um...i late alrd...wan go skool..den i board
de bus...freaking scarry...

den reached skool le...go up hall....den sit tok2...eat...haha..
den wen de parade start we sneak out of the hall den take
photos of the parade...hehe... den went back to the hall n sit...
watch de performance...bla bla bla...den zee yang got de award
it seems like onli mi hu shouted...den sharon all paiseh...
cuz she sat beside mi..ahahaha...cannot balme,muz support
fwenz mahz..i oso supported n shout when fifi n syukri went up
de stage..hais...onli mi shout..lucky still got voice for tml's concert
...hehe

after the whole thing over...mi,nani,syaza,kinah,fauziah,fifi,
sakinah(khai sis),n sobrina(khai sis),haifez,memah,haziq 4e2,
fahzil,irwan,johan,khai n fahmy went to eat at al azhar.syukri din
went cuz he eaten in skool cnteen after the whole thing...was fun...
n funni to de veri bit...hehe...tho i kena disturb by ppl...hmmm
u noe urself larh horx..haha...
we make a move at 10...cuz de parade ppl are all tired...i still
wan slack der...oh yahz...de al azhar woker got 1 name KARTIK..
haha..den he kirim salam n kartik...haha..den took de same bus wid
memah n haziq to cck...cuz all of us stay cck der de area..

I'M SO HAPPI THAT I GET TO DRINK MY FAVOURITE TEH
TARIK...WIT LOTS FOAM...
YAY!!

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TODAE.
went to meet my outside peepz. at citi hall to have some
meetings...meet derm at starbucks...dey were all late...including
mi..haha...den we proceed to esplanade.
disscuss dis n tt...rinnGgg here n der...den around
3 like tt we headed to marina suquare to eat...
tot wan to eat at breeks but den it was raining giant n dwaf..
.haha...den kena until de breeks table n chair all tt...den we went
to eat at de food court der...kaoz....i ordered 1 late of curry chicken
n de rice...den i got like 1 WHOLE chicken N A PLATE OF RICE...
KAOZ...SO MUCH...I BARELY finish half of it.den it onli cost mi $3.50...
how cheap is tt...but de food is nice...den went to my grand
father house for while..slack der...den went home..
den here i am... bloggin

TOMORRW IS THE CONCERT!!!!WHOOOHOOOOOO!!YIPEEEEE!

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9Wednesday, April 12, 2006

yesterdae.

It was a SUPERLICIOUS DAE!!!:DDD
hehe...i dunno noe if this word does exist in the dictionary.
But if it doesn't i was created by mi ytd wen i was in a happi
mood..haha school was fine...funni..talk carps during dnt
lesson..like usual.DNT lesson is our slack n free period.
mr koh called us 1 by 1 to talk to us.wen it comes to mi.
he gave mi so many additional works to do...argghhhh...
wen is dis course work goin to end...its like taking forever
n its eating my study time.During pe i was laying around
with Zee Yang hanphone...just so happens that azrun fell
cuz he got kicked by Zee Yang while playing soccer.he can't
walk for awhile...den i snap a pic of him...while lynn our onli
st john member in the class came to de RESCUE!!!haha...
THE hero of the dae is.....

LIM ZEE YANG..for kicking that annoying azrun's leg!!!haha

after school waited for nani to finish her parade which was like
7 to 7 plus i guess.disturb ameer,johan,syukri,n fahzil wen dey
doin de parade..haha...bad mi...haha...nvm but i enjoy it...after
the parade rehersal dey went up to the hall..i waited at the canteen..
den cannot wait any longer i went up...just nice dey were singing some
songs...hehe..den SYUKRI called mi to sit beside him...den Mr Lim saw...
OMG....haha...hecck lahz...he noes thr truth anyways.went home with nani..
hehe...den saw efa brother...eee...sOOoooOoooo cUTTe...hehe..
den reach hom studiedss n mathz...den sms wid my fwenz...hehe...

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todae.
i wasn't in a mood.i dunno lahz...but i should b content
wid my life rite.. cuz,come to think of it.y shouldn't i b content
wid my life.i got roof over my head.living in a good enviroment..
living a kinda average life with internet connection n hp.this are
all the things tt pampered our singaporeans these dae.we jus can't
live w/o them.hve u ever think of wad life would b like widout it.
we are far better than thos kids in iraq or wad hu at these age hav
to fight in wars,no proper roof over their heads.i dunno...
that wad i think bahz...

i asked myself ytd,is it good tha life suxs.
then i came to a conclusion tat it is good.cuz if it wasn't den why
live a live ?! cuz if life sux it means we got our up n downs our
problems.these are the things tt teach us about life n it inturn
teaches us to be a better person rite.we jus have to take it as a
challange n pass de test.if we dun at least learn from it.cuz if life
is perfect?wad is der in life tat we can learn frm.these are one of the
question i asked myslef before i went to bed ytd cuz i couldn't get
myself to bed.o i asked myself questions n answered them by myself.

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9Monday, April 10, 2006

Re:fromXXX post

come on lahz...u walk out of our life...for no reason wad so ever...when we din noe wad we did wrg. den u wan ask go to u..wid a happi face...smiling along....u walk away so we walk away...if u noe us well enuf u will noe tt we dun wait for anyone.

tell mi...if i walk away frm ur life...would u even bother to give mi when u saw in on the street ..obviously not rite...so tt's jus de way we reacted...n let mi sae this again its WE n not ME. think about it.if 3 person c it from from de same prespective...i think u r de 1 hu is standing at de wrg perspective.could u pls waake up... n pls for once...i jus wan it ONCE! WAKE UP FROM THAT DEPLORABLE ATTIDUDE OF YOURS!N STOP BEING JUVENILE! N KEEP TO YOUR WORDS!

Anyway, i noe that this friendship is frgile. i can see it for myself. so if u walk out of my life now i dun care! eh wait...u have WALK OUT OF MI LIFE...so it dun make any difference! :D
I'm fine living a life without u.in fact i have lead a veri good life before i met u...so i will be fine...

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9Sunday, April 09, 2006

she ask one of my fwen if i'm online.den my
fwenz said ya.den she told my fwen to inform mi
to unblocked her.fine i unblock her.

This convo was on 8.4.2006

i said:wad u wan?


She asked:u angry with mi?

i replied :dunno

She said:dun dunno,i noe u ask xxxxx ytd.
-->like hello,i ask xxxxx about u doesen't mean i'm angry
with u or wad ever rite.this tottally dun make sense.
she replied:she n XXXXx are not together ytd
but oni todae.-->like hu cares u wid xxxx when.
it don't bother mi...i dun care at all...


den i replied:so...so wad if i ask xxxxx?

den she replied u misunderstand mi.

den i replied : y should i be angry?

den she replied:haiya. u're juz being biased
against mi lars. i dunno lars. talk to u nicely u like tat.

den i replied:wad bias?!i'm asking u why shld
i be anry over u stead aaron or not...
-->like wad de hell sia u ask ppl unblocked
u dun u sae tt person bias all this shit...Knn


den she sae:wat ever i sae u juz couldn't get in.
wat wrong i did you tell mi? juz becoz i not spending
time with you all?


den i replied:wad have u said tt did got in?tell mi.
i dunno...u shld now wad...
sice u noe i'm angry with u...u shld noe de reason rite...
cuz u're always rite wad..u are nvr wrg

she asked:becuz of xxxxx?

i replied:wad abt xxxxx tt u think i'm angry abt

she say:i juz dunno lars.out of the sudden everi thing
like tat.we seems to be stranger.
nvm lars.go busy with r stuff.bye


den i replied:fine

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like hey. tell mi y shoul i get angry about her
being with xxxxx.i dun even care.
she with him with him larhz....like it bothers mi...
if about u goin with ur fwen. i oso dun care.
nani went with michelle too...n i go with my
class mates too..sharon go with he pa fwenz too...

like ever i care, dey go with hu?no.cuz i noe dey
have their other fwenz too
.u pull urself away frm us!!...
den now u telling mi de problems lies in us?!
can u for once wake up n realise tt not all
the thing happens is becoz i'm bein irrational or wad.
each of us got other fwenz.i understand.but have
to manage ur time.since u noe u got so many fwenz.
manage ur time...so others won't feel abondon.

den don u dare come back n put other on de blame.
n okie,if u dun have time with them at least sae hi
or give a simple smile to let the other party noe dey
are not abondon.

DUN JUST
PAST N PRETEND THAT THE OTHER PARTY
IS A GHOST.AND CONTINUE ON WITH UR OTHER
GRP OF FWENZ.


tell mI hav i ever told u n prevent u from being
with ur other fwenz..No rite. all WE wated was not
to b abondon n thrown like a trash. 1 dae we were
close as we can be.den de next dae u went with your
other group of fwens n nvr even let out a single word
or a simple smile to us. and now u sae out of a sudden
we are staranger..

THIS MATTER IS NOT SUDDEN WAD?!
IT HAPPENS OVER A PERIOD OF TIME.
AND MIND U ITS A LONG TIME!


think about it lahr...if u were thrown n abondon,
will u care to chase after that person.i'm sure its a
no rite.tt's jus it...i din chase after her.n now i dun
care alrd.wad hapens happens.cuz she's here or not
here in my life.its still feel de same...SO I DUN CARE!

den u sae u feel tottally out.u think u de onli 1 feeling
that mehz?u think we dun have feelings?!
i guess that wad u tot rite.cuz n nvr know us.u
alwas think n got it wrg tht y .n now u sae der is no
trust btw us?! Since wen der is no trust btw us?!
All those secrets we share,
all the things we shared with u n not others.

IF THAT ’ S NOT TRUST !I DUNNOE WAD IT IS TO U!

AND CERTAINLY WE ARE NOT BUILD
TO RESTRICT EACH OTHER.ITS ONLI
U WHO ARE BUILD TO RESTRIC US!

Tell mi when hav u kept to ur word..u told us
dun bottled up our feelings no good but
when it come to u do u do de same?!
NO!!!! we try to dig it out from u but u
keep on sae nothing.so wads that???!!!
u are de 1 hu are build to restrict us..

we share wad deep witHin us.but not u!
so der is trust.but its onli a 1 sided trust!
u see…all this things cannot happen over night!!
it happens over a period of time so,
this means that it is not SUDDENNNNNN!!!

And do u noe noe de pain I have to endure
wen ppl ask mi y we are not close anymore.do u?

Ps:its not onli mi tt feeling this way.others too!n u shld noe hu.

AND


PLS DUN USE DE WORD WHEN U DUN
UNDERSTAND IT....PLS..IT ANNOYS MI!!!

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9Saturday, April 08, 2006

hmm...todae was okie.
i went out to meet nani to STUDY!
(patt,patt...good girls) :)
haha...okie...todae no sulky feeling like ytd.
the beach n good night sleep help mi. yay!

first went to bb mac to study.
den dey had a party,n shoo us off..
So we went to jurong east library to study instead.
I finish studying for SS n MAths test which is
coming up this coming wednesdae.

After doin some test on myself n i'm convinced
that i will pass.den we headed to jurong east kfc to eat.
After that,we went to lot1 to walk around.
We saw in total 3 pondan or wad lione will call"pondok"
haha.

den when mi n nani were
on our way out of Lot1 we saw
Ppl..Ppl that we hate to bump into.They are none other
than Rosman n Izan.Yulks...
Spoil mY dae..rosman look at mi n stare up n dwn...
knn...lOok wad lOok...lOok at ur own fats lahx...damn it..

Oh,before i met nani i went to hospital.cuz my
auntie gave birth.
Not my aunt actualli...haha...but wad de hell,
we call her auntie so anutie lahz..
haha..She gave birth to triplets.
Guess wad she name de Sons...
1st child:Syukri
2nd Child:Muhammad Syukri
3rd child:Ahmad Syukri...
she's crazy!!

Its just my luck to noe so many syukri in a life time...hahaz...
I guess Its syukri season...haha...
next month is nadiah season coming up....Be prepared..
Nadiah seasons means dangers coming...
haha...lame...-.-

1 more week to anugerah concert Live...whooHHOooo....


fridae, some how i woke up late...but den i rush myself
n came to school on time.
came school was like not in a mood...i dunnoe why.but
todae i somehow feel that i'm not myself.
usually i look forward to school.but todae i din,i even tot
of skipping school.todae i din talk much,when i everytime
has somthing to sae.todae i keep to myself than being with others.
durring dnt i suddenli broke dwn in silent.i din wan anyone to noe...
so i jus do my dnt....i forced myself not to let the teas out..
but it did...y? i got problem...yahz...ppl will be shocked
wen i sae i got problems...cuz i seems so carefree...but deep
within...i jus a rotten person hu have been dumped with lots
of problems. i dun sae out is not that i wan u all to worry.Is becuz
i dun wan to care abot it.But i noe some how ,some dae,some
where that problem will haunt mi back.and it did .
todae. Dun worry irwan...i'm fine...
I went to the beach jus now.relax for while alone,
get my mind at ease.then ii went back.And i'm sure a good NIght
sleep will help mi thru.And by tml i'll be okie. I've lost so many
fwens before.Indeed i have.So loosing another 1 is not
much of a mattter to mi right.anyway some how i will get new
fwens.so why should i wait,ponder n care about ppl hu
dump my fwenship rite.after all we been tru.but its okie.
That's life.Some ppl are kind,some are jus plain evil to be toying
with ppl fwenship.BUt nvm.i'm used to that.so i'm fine.
(mind u i din broke down durin dnt cuz of this,).
I've long forget that person and erease it on my fwen,
care,happiness list.

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9Thursday, April 06, 2006

Wednesdae,
Finally its Wednesdae!
my Favourite dae of the week.2.5 hpurs of MATHS!YAY!!*CLAPS*
school was okay.i asked ms lim to postpone the test and she did.
:) thankz.she tought us how to answer the questions n
told us what will be out tml.
hmm..had chemistry test.was ok lar..
dunno can pass not cuz i din study.
getting more n more lazy as de dae goes by.
after study group,went home straight.den change
n rush to citi hall because i'm involove in some organisation,
n they were having their meeting there.after the meeting,
i slack for a while with them n went home.
den i went out again.By then it was 9+. i meet syukri.
den go out with my fwenz.we STUDY TILL 3AM.
den i went back home.Reach around 4+ to 5
becuase i had my breakfast at macdonal.hehe..
den sleep awhile den go school.
haha syukri waited for mi?(so touched)
todae,
like usual thursade is the most crazy dae.
i went up to class at around 2+ to 3 i think. then,
i went into the class n saw ameer and syukri busy writing "jawi" on the board.
den i oso join in..hehe...so fun writing jawi.
i learnt how to write "azrun busuk macam babi","ameer al jendol budak giler"," nurul", "nadiah",khairul awnar.i think that' about it that i
learn how to write..fun seh..haha...i'm impress that
many of the pupils in my class know how to write it
even KHAIRUL!OMG.haha
den we played ice cream stick like normal.haha...
jus never get boared of it...cuz every time will luff wan.
haha..all shocking and the reaction get by
different ppl.and of took a video of mi..haha...
den went to tuition.fun! got back my actual tutor!
haha...den after that we went to kfc.
but now got more people.we went der with mi,syaza,
kinah,fifi,fauziah,fahzil syukri n hasif.
had lots of fun talking crap n jus gossiping...
den now i'm here blogging cuz i dun wan to do dnt..
anyways, when the picture for todae is uploaded.i post it up.

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9Tuesday, April 04, 2006

Mondae,
Morning ritual: got some speech presentation
by the upper sec.most of them did well ...
But i'm jus freaking piss off with de judges..
1 girl presented the speech for mor than 3 mins,wen the rule stated
that de speech can't be more than 3 mins.but d
en she won de first place...wth...
den last yr maxime pesented his speech for more than 3 mins
den kena disqualified.den last yr ms lim said that maxime
can won the first prize if not for his speech being longer tan 3 mins...
so is like wad the hell lorz...it's not fair...idiot..
Anyway congrats to firdaus for winning first too..
malay:had test ,slept while doin it seh...haha...like that's new?
ss did grp work...boring lahz...
mathz, did maths lahz...Yay!haha
physic was boring...like since wen physic was fun?
Geography n english, we were in de ava room cuz ms lim din
came skool.I sat with my dear syukri..
jus 2 of us...but like always..ppl jus can't leave we 2 in peace...
so dey keep on calling us den we have to turn back...den talk2...
all that...waoh...fun! den we talk among two of us onli. wahz...
so SioYok...Enjoy every moment With him...
PPL OUT DER.SYUKRI IS MINE! MINE!!
THE WHOLE CLASS NOE IT HIS MINE SO BACK OFF!
tuesdae,overall skool was okie...
guess wad...Azrun cried...haha...
Oohz...tt's new...?like since wen he nvr cried rite..
he ought to be ashamed of himself manz...
16 n still crying.n behaving like a pri skool kid.
where de teacher's have to chase dem fer hwks n even
worst call up their parents..
omg lah!grow Up u childish Brat!
And pls,if u are reading this...next time come
up with better lies can you...
today's was jus plain lame n totally u made urself like a fool..
After skool,waited fer my dear. cuz got G.O.H practice..
.sat at de foyer n watch dem...
guess wad watch dem till i memorise most of their commands...hahax...
syukri had to walk with de guest of honour...
den he saw mi keep on smiling...face not serious sia...*cute*
afterden watch de band perform...it was jus an ok lar for mi...
cuz de instument all not same angle sia...some hold too
up some hold too low...n some jus sux big time...
but that got that some was jus onli a handfull...
tt's why it was jus an ok lar too mi.

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9Saturday, April 01, 2006

fridae,
iT was fun tiLl de end of it.
during dnt lesson me,syukri,sakinah,syaza,fifi,hasif,ameer
did our dnt as telling stori of
how we guys were born.It seems that our year,
most of de ppl born out in funnie ways n funni
things happened to us after our parent have given birth to us.

during maths lesson,went to ava.
did maths,talk to syukri lots...hav fun...
he's *SwEeT*...

skoOl ends,we went to take our ss test.den Went to
DesiGn sTudio to Do dnT.had great fuN der.
Den after Doing Dnt,went to Cafe n eat.
watch de G.O.H practice.
see My dear SyuKri give commands...
fun,fuN ,Fun.

after Mr Namdi realeased dem he wanted to go to cafe,
but Mr namDi Called him n wanted to talk to him.
He look up at cafe n give mi a sad face n reluctenly wave goodbye.
cuz Mr NamDi called.

After a while,i went down wid kinah.den we talked
to him..walk with
him.we slack awhile before he have to go
for his ncc training sommore.

durring ncc,we sat together.talked...NICEEE...
Khairul brought his little sisters n
brother...so cute...
firdaus carried his brother.i think fir daus shoulder
so nice until
de kid alomost fell asleep...cannot balme mahz...
firdaus got muscleSSSs...
den wen 1 guy sing,mi,fauziah n 1 gerl forgot her
name...we plucked de flower frm de skool,n went up
to de stage n gave him..
den after de camfire,mi n Syukri all wen home together..

HAd a fun dae Ytd...tho de campfire was dull.Hu is incharge
of this camp this yr?
hmmPh...din go a gOod Job manz...

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