9Friday, March 10, 2006
hmph...PROBLEMZ AFTER PROBLEMS COME!DAMN IT MANZ!
I total hate,despise,detestscorn Problemz..
i noe some ppl reading this may sae to demself->huh?nadiah has/hav problemz?
cuz i don't show it.i just don't like to remine myself that i have problemz...u can sae it as i dun want to face de fact that i have problemz.this is de true mi. i hate problems n wenever i hav problems i jus hid it away to everyone...not to make dem worry but to not let it remind mi that i have problemz...tho this problemz dun jus fade after i ignore n told myslef nt to remember it,it just make mi feel better.
argh!heck lahz...i dun give a damn le...i'll jus act as if i'm stupid n i dunnoe tt i have problems .tht would make mi happier i guess..but i wolud be in denial..n it sux to b in denial...it happens to me before n it felt shitty...i dun wan tt feeling again...argh!wth.
living in dis world is so unfair.but i wouldn't blame it,cuz if this wold is fair...wats de use to b on dis world...is like,der is no problems,no fights,no crimes. We have everything in life...so wat is der to learn in life.so this world hav to be unfair.its good.cuz if we,ourself or other ppl hav problems, n mistake we can learn n amend it.for the better.
it's just good things dun come easy.so if u have a good happi wt ever u will repay it by having problems or watever after it...cuz realli der is nth t is free in life.dun wan to type abt it le lahz,,,bye
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