9Friday, February 17, 2006
ytd,first period onli kena lecture le...haiz...cuz some of de student from my class who went fer flag dae din do it properly...den gt complaint from which ever organisation dey help. i dunnoe...
den de cher call us,whole class write letter to her...those wan de letter to be reply den state reply lor...hmm....den after recess those asked fer de letter to b replied was replied...hmm...i got mine too... de whole dae was ok...din sleep in class...but i was half awake...n dae dreaming(got lah cannot sae)...den last period was HEY,watch replacement...de stori funni...wan go n buy/rent de dvd manz...after tt went to coffee shop 2.30-3.30chem study grp...4.30-6+ was maths...den finally home... went home sleep...
todae,at ard 1.30am...i recieve a msg...hmm...was sad n confused...but managed to hid it todae...hmm...todae 1 whole dae din c manda...anywayz...mr koh alter my idea again...cuz he sae it was to "chim"...den hav to start frm de research again,den design brief,design consideration n finnally design specification...fark manz....super stress...hmm...finish skool earli....cabut n dun do course wrk...go home n nw here i am..blogging...ltr meeting my mum at wm at 5..wonder wad she up to...
now feeling kinda shitty...i have jus lost a fwen...whom i look up to,hu is my light,hu brighten up my dae.we are so alike.tt somtime i see *** as myself...now tt *** is not in my life anymore .i feel as if i lost myself...cuz realli we are so alike in many ways..haiz..tried to salvage this fwenship but i couldn't...feel so hopeless..(if u happen to read this,u noe hu u are.this is wad i'm feling...i dunnoe if u would still care...but anyways...haiz i dunnoe lahz)(for thos hu want to noe...sori can't tell)
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