hate me? then PISS OFF.

todae woke up at 11.15 wen i was supose to go wrk at 12....rush2 den told my mum to call a cab fer mi...den chong dwn to btp...den reach der jus nice...went to do svc fer an hour...eventhogh my face was black like hell...i dunnoe why but i jus feel like fark...i was der an yet its as if i was invisible...cuz everytime i wan to tek orders,clear table,set table,serve customer...zhen yi will cum n kpo....was like wad de fishball n brinjals man....its freaking ittitating lorz...he this his long john long i scared ahz...go die lahz...den piss le went to c de wash area...it was piled up wid so many stuff an yet not a single soul did de wash...so i decided to do wash...cuz i feel i dun seems to b doing anyting at de svc area...so i went to poy n told hi tt 'll help him to do de wash...so he said okie...den off i went to de wash!

wash! wash!wash!i wash wid all my hearts...noeing tt soon i won't get to do washing at pizza hut anymor...so i keep on telling de anutie to fill mi wid lots of stuff to wash!she even tot i was crazy...cuz usually no1 like to do wash...its jus so happens tt i'm nt 1 of dem bahz...wash!wash!wash!den wen ein went in he he was shocked to c tt i hav wash alot of plates widin a few minutes...den i jus smiled at him...i wasn't in de mood to tok de whole dae...mayb becuz of de thing tt bothering mi ...i dunnno...
den tis big size guy went to help mi do wash...den i was like fark lahz...wan help help lahz...den keep de water running den kena mi lehz...but anyways he,nas, and alomst every1 including poy was shock to c my new HAIRCUT! sum sae its nice...sum din give any comment at all cuz i din ask anywayz...

aft wash!i went to make my speg. n i ate in de function rm...chatted wid nas n ein fer while but i went off first cuz i need to go hm n rush to de airport to fetch my cuz she'll be cuming dwn to stay fer a few daez n off she flew...tml oso my family is goin to send off my cuz to further his studies...but i won't be able to cuz i hav wrk...haiz...realli like pizza hut alot..but can't affort to forgo my studies jus becuz of jobs..but i wil wrk fer pizza hut back aft my o'levels...

i realli dun understand why sumting i like hav to end so fast...i jus found a new door of hapiness(pizza hut)...but nw i hav to force myself to quit it..i realli dun wish to but i can't affort any distraction fer my o'levels too... mayb i'll jus hav to find a new door of happinss tt's waiting fer mi...life itz haard but we hav to learn to accept it as it is part n parcle of our lifes...

nani & sharon:
i dun wish u too brood over de matter any longer...its no use thinking n crying ...its nt gonna cum back...n if it does u'll noe its nt true...jus let it go...ppl cum in out of ya life...made sweet memories ...tis sweets memories keep it close to ya heart u'll nvr noe wen u'll need it...

manda:
hmm...mayb i hav nt been der fer u...i dunnnoe....mayb we r nt tt close anymor...i dunnoe...mayb u chang or mayb i change...i realli dunnoe....but wat it is...u n i r apart of amos four...no matter hu u r...hw fuck ur or my life is... hu is ur fwenz...i'lll b here...if u think tt u can't open up to mi like u used to...wid wadeva reason....i'll tell u wad...no matter wad ..i'll always put amos4 first as my piroty....cuz we r amos4...we r ne close...i dun wan becuz of sumting u dun wan to open up to mi...den jus keep it to urself n hur urself...i noe nw u r deciving urself wid u noe wad lahz hor...
STOP IT!!!u told m nt to decive my feelings wen he came dwn to spore to confess to mi...so i din decive myself...nw u r deciving urself...hw contradicting is tis...wen u tell sum1 to do sumting n wen it cum to u u do de oppsite of wad u told ppl to do...u noe tt deciving its nt de way of happiness...if u wan c others happi...c urself happi...i'll b happi if u r happi...u fwenz will b happi if u r happi...like u sae we'll shre de happiness if 1 or mor amos4 is happi...we'll carry de bruden if 1 or mor amos4 is troubled wid problemz...nw i jus wan u to wake up...n c fer urself...u give g advices but wen it cumz to u u do de totaly oppsite...i noe its hard...but bit by bit will eventually becum alot...gt wad i mean...so do wad's right n STOP DECIVING URSELF!!!!!
**i'm nt scolding or anyting ...i'm jus reminding u...**

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lets jus sae that i've been busy this few daez...and yesterdae was 1 of dem thats y i din blog...so todae i'll update u all about wad happen yesterdae and todae...

yesterdae:
woke up at 12+ wen i was supposed to meet nani n sharon at cck at 1...den aft i realised i was late den i told myself nvm lahz slp another 5 mor min...den in de end woke up at 1..Oops..so i called dem, informing that i will be late...den i rush as fast as i can but still i went out of my hse at 1+ nearli 2...den took bus to cck n wen i was at de interchange i saw rosman n izan...den dey smiled at mi so i jus gave 1 hell of a reluctant smile...den reach bpp at 2+...den went to kimage wait fer sharon fer while to cut hair den we chong to de nearest salon tt manda had book appoiment fer mi ,nani n her...so went der manda had her hair rebond,nani her fringe cut,mi a hair cut...den i wasn't satisfied wid de hair length so i told dem to cut shorther...den wen dey cut shorter den tot ok le can no nid tie hair...den try to tie hair den still can...den i was like fuck man...den i dun wan busted dem again so i din tell lor...den i went hm at 5 jus gt news tt my bro went in hospital...

den i was like haiya...den i went hm...went hm my sis scolded mi cuz i din go hospital n accompany my mum to wait fer my bro...she can't cuz she's goin wrk...den i was fuck lahz i tired man...den i close de door n slp...den woke up saw msg...den reply lor...but reply damn late lahz cuz i saw de msg at ard 10 +pm...hahaz...den did my hwkz abit on de com....den sain le i off...den tok on fone...den forgot to off de net...den at 4 am+ my mum nagged...nagged i like fuck lahz...den go off...den went tok again den finally slp at 5 i think cuz scared i late meet amos3 den dey need to wait mi again ...hahaz...den tt sum1 gt wrk oso...still wan tok so long...i dun like sae name wan so u shld noe hu u r ...hahaha...de phrase sounds familiar?

toade:

happi bdae sis!
i was de earliest among all to meet dem at lot1..tt is mayb becuz i stayed de nearest hahaaz...anaywayz,went to meet manda n nani onli cuz sharon was sick ...meet dem at lot1 mac to finish up our holidae assigments...but b4 tt i went to cut hair again but nw at kimage lot1...den went fer a hunt fer my sis bdae present...bought her narnia cuz she want it...n gona buy her de hp tt she wan...let her choose bahz...den aft tt meet up wid lun at mac too...den nani gt sum probs...den she dun feel like doin her hwkz le...den she went off to mic hse....den mi n manda continued on doin our wrkz...den finally i'm done wid my hwkz...nw left copying manda those i dunnoe n ss!den i can slack al i wan...i can rot till i die...hahaz...den went hm at ard 5 + i think...den reach hm...finish up de balance hwkz...den slack ard...finally wen my sis cum hm...cut cake den i belanja dem pizza wid my $$...todae de communication wid my family has improve since de last tym i've tok to dem...mayb dey give mi face cuz todae its a happi occasion...i duunno abt tml...but anyways tml is tml's problem...lets enjoy all de fun wen i hav...

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hw shall i round up todae. okie...I HATE TODAE N NVR WISH TODAE WILL HAPPEN AGAIN!

woek up taode by my naggy mother hu dun understand her own child...always demand wad she wans n nvr ever c de condition of de child..jus as long as she hav wad she wan she is happi...she dun care wad others feel...i totaly think tt i'm born to de wrong family..sometimes i jus wan to scream at dem...sumtimes i feel like staying alone...i like being alone...hw i wish my rm has a toilet kitchen n referigitator...so i can b der 24/7 unless i'm goin out of my hse...

anyways dey hate mi wad..my whole family is against mi..i feel tt my fwenz r my everyting..i dun wan to lose dem all...all my fwenz in btp are like my sis n bro...cuz realli i jus couldn't count on my real sis n bro...dey always turn dwn on mi wen i'm in need...i feel i'm in de family but i'm dead...as if i'm a ghost.. wenever i'm in my rm dey r happi having fun together...but wen i went out to tek sumting where dey happens to be at...dey gt all tensed up..as if i'm a ghost n dey r sacred of mi..realli i dun belong...

todae my dad turn against mi...he din tok to mi at all...i dunnoe y..my sis still nt toking to mi...my bro hate mi fer i dunnoe wad reasons...my mum keeps on nagging at mi fer stupid reason..n i hav been giving in so many times until i nw piss like fuck...hate it mans...hav a family but like i hav a bunch of enemies living wid mi...

my mum told poy tt i'm quiting le...i think its gd...cuz i c no reason fer mi to stay der..i hav my o's n studies r far mor imporant den wrk at tis point of tym..n ppl hate mi..n i hate it..i wrk to serve de customer n nt to serve dem...i'm nt der to be push ard...becuz of wrk n de love i had fer pizza hut...i try to control all my emotions n egos to myself till i finish wrk den i vomit it al out to my fwenz....but if it weren't fer de love i had fer pizza hut, u will nt be seeing taking orders frm u all...but i hav stand it fer quite a while n i could n ot stand any longer...mayb after o's wen syuk is a manager als..i'll go to his outlet n wrk fer him...it will be far batta off...having my fwenz n de wrk i love w/o any ppl hating mi n i dun hav to tek orders frm de person hu is nt in charge..

hmm itz seem as if de whole amos four is having problems of their own...except fer amanda..
mi family prob n him..i dunnoe if i shld wait or nt..i jus hate waiting..waiting is tiring n certainly im nt de patience type of person..i wish i can b free on chinese new yr...even if it fer a while to c him is gd enuf...n i wan to find my inspiration fer my dnt o level project der...he gave mi lots of inspiration wenever i'm wid him...but realli i dunnoe if i can wait any longer...

nani n sharon hav personal probs tt i dun wan to tok abt here cuz itz internet,..if u wan to noe ask dem...

nw feeling so fucked up cuz i hate being in tis hse...i realli dun feel tt i belong...mayb i shld tek sum time off n go sumwhere else stay...

1 by1 every 1 leaving...by the tym i need dem will dey still be ard...i jus dunnnoe...haiz...anayways i did my hwks...nw left half of chem,physic n malay...n de whole of ss...mayb i'll finish chem n physic b4 i go to bed...n tml i'll do malay b4 i go out...n by den i onli left ss...

todae din do much...anyways jus wan to forget de whole thing tt happen todae jus hate its mans...feel lyk renewing de dae...haiz...anyway woke up at 11....den did my hwkz till 4 forgetting tt i hav to reach wrk place by 5 n nt 6...den still can lac2 gt ready fer wrk...till i remember tt i hav to wrk at 5...den i start to get ready fast2...den my dad send me to wrk so i won't late..den i reach wrk...i cum in frm back door sharon cum in frm front door...den jus nice we to walk den meet each other...funni..den aft tt clock in start wrk den tot wan do wash ...butden gt permenant wash so...we need do svc...den do le...den de csr keep on vanish dunno where...den wen i check de dyployment bk de csr is izan...den wth...u csr den de 1 hu welcome de customer is de svc staff wth...den i n sharon do svc de still cover her...den she keep on at bar...den i was like wad de hell man....den she call sharon do csr...den i was like hey bitch..u dun think u supervisor u can order ppl ard de job tt u dun like ahz...dun tek ur status as ur power..but i din tell her off lahz...i jus feel tt way...cuz cannot sae tt to her...will jus make de matter worst...den she do svc le...den she din tie her hair...eh hello supervisor dun tie hair?!den simple rules lyk tis u can't obey why shld we obey u?jus dun gt it why she is de supervisor..i dun feel she is fit at all...manda n her fwenz came to dine in den she dun wan to tek their orders, dun wan to serve dem dun wan to clear de tables...lyk tt might as well dun do svc sia...u sae de arguments btw us is over u wan to put tt aside n treat wrk properply...n nw wad u do?u onli noe hw to tok but no action taken...no matter hw u hate manda or us wen we cum dine in u as a svc staff mus treat us like customer cuz we r paying de bill...we dun dine fer free...so pls wen u sae sumting tek action...dun jus sae wen u can do tt...sae onli tt de fights n diff btw us is our past no mor hatetrate...but wad we gt...we gt de oppsite...

use to lyk wrking in btp wen we r all fwenz no enemies..no jelousy amg each other no hatrated amg us...but nw der is hatrated n jelousy btw us...jus hate it mans...realli if u sae de manager is siding us no dey aren't cuz if dey do poy would't scold mi wen tt tym i smuggle pizza...its jus tt justice hav to be taken action if nt ppl will smugle all dey wan..n if u sae we can't eat in function rm...den wad r de riders doing eating der..its nt wrg..its jus u r finding stupids reason to hates us...so wad if u kena scolded by ur manager...u can't b their fwenz anymor meh..u can wad..dey scold cuz dey care...dey wan u to learn frm ur mistake...if no1 care wadever u do oso dey will hack...but nw ppl care fer u...but u hate dem instead...i jus dun understand u all...i dunno wen will u all wake up to realise tt this is life...ppl gt scolded...n doesn't mean u gt scolded u r their enemy...its jus tt dey care...

anyways i jus wan to sae tt i'm gonna sae tt i gonna quit sooon lorz...cuz ders no mor happienss in btp le..if wan to mor den ask mi personally..

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ytd amosfour bake cookies at my hse...suppose to meet at11 but manda was late...so we went to buy de stuff n bake de cookie first so tt we won't waste tym cuz mi n nani will b wrk in de nite...den went to buy de stuff...my mum teach us hw to do de dough blah 3x...den we did den we go on do de cookies..den aft tt we did our initial we did ours,huda's,eric,n poy's...den we did a few tyms le...

den was so freaking tiried so mi n sharon went to slp leaving nani n manda do do de rest ahahah..den aft tt gt ready fer wrk n den sharon feel like wrking den jus nice my dad cum hm...so my dad ave us a lift to sharon hse n took her uniform den off to btp...den wen we reach der we gave de cookies to huda n eric n poy...eric sae de cookis is nice...n he eat it all even w/o realising tt he din keep fer his son sum...hahaz....huda was shock to recieve it...hahaz...butden again she was pleased....den we gave de rest of de cookie to salihin,nasri,syukri n jonny..

den gt alot ppl ask fer mor..haha...lyk pepsi tagline "ask fer mor"hahaz...den we sae no mor...den aft tt we wrk den de ass lyk fuck lyk tt...but anyway i'm nt saying wad dey did as dis is internet...so if u guys wanna noe ask mi personally...den we slack wid syuk, ein,manda,sharon...den aft tt off to manda hse...mi n sharon went to stay over manda hse...whoohooo was fun..

den todae woke up n 3+ den slack on de bed abit den aft tt went dwn n eat...eat ald went to bathe n gt ready fer wrk...den mi n sharon went off to wrk..den aft tt mi n sharon kena chase by tis dog at manda hse der...den we run lyk fuck lyk tt sia...den in de end call manda accompany us...hahha...reach de btp le...den i told poy tt i swaping my duties wid lisa...cuz i can't tok...den okie lor did wash...den der its goes..fucker in action....den i jus kept quiet..den aft tt went to eat den went hm...

din did much todae...jus dun feel lyk bothering dem ...n i din tok all de way unless ppl ask mi question wen i was wrking...jus feeel shity todae..i dunno y but...i noe its partly cuz de fuckerz...but partly i dunno y...i jus dunno lahz...

merry christmas!

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wah kaoz...nw muz remind myself to make paragrapah le...cuz ppl comment le...haaha...kk...hmm..todae woke up...get ready to go wrk le...den sekali i tok to my mum onli no voice cum out...den keep on try toking cannot sia den i tried to call pizza hut butden i forget i cannot tok so i put dwn...den sms manda to help mi call pizza hut den tell den i could n t cum wrk cuz i no voice..den aft tt manda told mi tt eric sound lyk nt happi...lyk tt den i felt giuilty...den i told her to call eric back lahz sae i cum but i do wash so i need to tok...den she dun wan disturb...cuz shae scared ltr bz den keep on call mahz...den i sae okie lor...

den i clean de hse n do wash fer my hse..whoohoo...kinda begining to like wash le...can play wid water..poy if u wan meet put was can...but muz supply mi lotion if nt my hand rough...hahahah..den went to clean de hse cuz tml amos4,nani,manda,sharon cuming my hse to bake cookie..

aft clearing de hse i did my malay tuition hwkz buti feel its like shit lahz cuz itz a total crap...cuz my malay vocab is so freakinf limited tt i'm nt proud to call myself a malay ..haiz...but nvm i will n mus brush up on my malayn gt gd grades so i can luff n my malay teachers face hu sae n make fun of my malay..

den todae did nth much lah...but den gt my voice back at mid afternoon...but guess wad...sound like guy sia...lyk nasri de voice leh...but mayb abit deeper..but anyways i'm goin to wrk tml i dun care...i told my dad le tt i wan to tek de design course either at lasalle sch of arts or NAFA...den he sae okie...yeah...hope my dream cum true...i realli dun mind de sallry...i jus wan my dream to b fufuiled...n i gt $200 fer achicheving dunno wad shit frm de moe...whoohoo...so happi..but i nt satisfied...cuz i nearli gt de $250 but i miss by a few marks...wth sia...argh...netx yr i wan strive my bez le...no mor playing jus plain concentation on jus studies n nth else...i wan my dream markz n make my mum n dad proud n at de same tym i wan my dream course...i muz gt L1R5 less den 10...as long itz less den 10 i'm happi enuf...
hopefulli i gt it..

ohz tt syukri wan hear my guy voice n recod it sia...den tt redzal call mi bapok...but even den he miss mi cuz i din went to wrk todae haha

thankz syukri,nani,sharon,manda,poy n lastly redzal fer carin..

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okie...tell u all wad happened ytd first lah hor...went to c doctor cuz i sick but i still wan to go n celebrate lun pre-birthdae..den aft tt straight went to beauty world n meet mic n lun...den aft tt waited fer hafiz...den ok le...went to de pool der...cuz dey wan go play pool...frankly speaking i dun feel like playing ...den lun n hafiz went to de counter der wan go so called lyk pay fer de pool table lorz...but den gt ppl go booked le...so left billard table...den wait n wait until sain le den we jus walk off to nukit timahz plaza to celebrate lun's pre bdae cuz nani was having wrk...den if we go out sum other place she won't b able to foolow n join de fun oso so we went to eat der lorz...den happen manda cum dwn to btp to send uniform oso so all celebrate lun's bdae together lorz...so gt lun, mi,nani,mic,manda,sharon...den de btp crew oso join in to sing fer lun bdae songs...hanna,rezwan,ein,ruzalli all tt lor...de all tt is i dunno de name ahakz...den we went to buy cake at attitude de shp den aft tt we go back pizza hut...den aft tt we go call lun blow candle al tt lorz...den we eat alot le mahz den eat cake summor...den we gave sum to huda,eric,hanna,ein,wan,ruzallin, sanyiah..den aft tt wen tok 2 abit den go off le...den mi n lun n nani went to accompany mic go west mall den aft tt wen go back beauty wrld...tot of wan play pool den reach beauty wrld all dun feel like it le....den in de end slack at mac n did hwkz...i do 3 qs of chem le den i hear music,listen song,den walk ard wid sharon n nani...den aft tt slack again at mac der den go hm...go hm online den headache cuz i sick mahz...den aft tt i logg off...

sori syuk if i reply u late cuz i was aslp...*sick ahz*

den todae wrk frm 12-3 but den extend to 3 cuz i gt nth to do ahahah...den sharon wrk frm 12-5 butden told de manager tt she wan to clock off at 4 den de manager allow...den we go make food all tt lorz den eat le...den nani n manda came...slack abit den went to bank de...den guess wad...i gt my sallary..whoohhooo..its shopping tym yeahz..hahzz...den aft tt we went to king's elbert park de mac der n eat while do hwkz...den mi n sharon went to toilet...aft we went toilet we went to c cd shp...den tis gerl tot i was de sale person der...den go ask mi-->u sell initial d de cd...deni sae i dunno i nvr wrk here...den i cannot tahan den i luff staright away...hahaz...cannot tahan...luff until squart dwn sia...hahaz..den meet lun n pri skool fwen der ...den slck ard all tt...den sharon went to buy water den ask fer baloon...den she gt de pink wan...den i oso wan so i went to de counter der n bought coke n asked fer de baloon den i asked fer de blue wan...den nani oso ask den nani gt de purple wan...den we ask de ppl fer yellow ballon to give to poy hahaz...but den we writ on de baloon onli den de ballon burst...den go ask 1 mor...try to writ e again but den again it burst...den we like nvm lahz...ltr make dem waste their baloon...den wen we at der we saw nani's pri skool fwen as 1 of de mac pl der lorz...den make fwenz wid him den aft tt he lend us his phone to look ard...look le den i lyk 2 of his ring tone...cute ehz..den asked him if he can send mi...den he sae wan tek tek ahz...den i tried to send lehz...but den if wan to send mus delete sum of his folder...so i din send lor...but i send tru infrared...to sharon phone...den sharon tried send mi...den cann't send den i hack lorz..den went to cold storage took de trolly den we tek everyting we wan...we took abt 4-5 packet of diff brands of pads,5-6 boxes of expensive chocolate..3-4 tooth brush...3-4 condoms..1 drypers..1 pokey...3-5 jellybeans...2 caront of ice cream...mini tomato,mashroom packet,lettuce,n cheese, water n cookie,n potato chips den we act as if we reach ahz...den sharon go sae so loud....wad eva u wan u tek i belanja...den de ppl der stare at us...den we go put back de stuff 1 by 1...wahx fun lehz...cuz we damn bored so we go do all tis stuff...den aft tt went to mac n open de gents toilet dor n pretend we go in de wrg wan hahaz..den aft tt slack again at mac...den bored again ..mi n nani n sharron went to cold storage n put $1 at de trolly den we play wid de trolley...first nani sharon went in de trolley den mi n nani push her dwn de slope...den went back up again n did de same onli tis tym round its nani turn...den finally its mine...den play le...went back to mac...fun sia... den went hm...den in de bus we play wid de baloon...fun lehz...we hit ppl den we pretend itz accidental hahaz..

HAPPI BDAE JIE LUN!!=)

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wahz kinda long since m last post...hahaz..k let mi recall wad i did n de mmries i wanna share..hmm..todae wrk came late cuz i went to meet nani,syuk n ein fer breakfast at alif..nt so late ahz onli 5 min...wen der quickly clock in den start wrk le...did csr todae..but fer de first few hrs was kind short of ppl den out of no where tis guy came den abit okie lahz...cuz morning jus nw b4 he came onli mi,merah n adil...but den cashier is merah,bar is aidil...so i hav to do csr n svc alone lor...but sumtimez wen dey free dey help..so far todae no diff.customer...so was kinda okie..gt sore throat sia ...freakin pain...mayb due to de lack of water n i owayz eat heaty foodz..den todae finish wrk le i went to make pizza n eat eat le went off cuz i gt family prob...my sis told mi to end wrk right away but i told her as soon as i finish wrk i cum hm..den she nag2 lahz den i piss of i sae fuck u lahz den put dwn de fone..ass sia tis kinda fucking sister..den todae de ezan n her guy went dwn to btp...tok to ezan fer while b4 i go off..she seem nt to b piss abt ytd matter....but anyway even if she is i dun give any fuck abt it cuz i dun care...we can onli handle our emotion nt otherz...we can force dem nt to b piss or nt to hate us..its their emotion so y i bother..if u wan to bother mi or tok abt mi go ahead by all means...but i won't care..wad goes ard cum ard...so i hav nth to sae abt those ppl hu hate mi...i am hu i am...if u can accept it too bad..if won't change jus fer u...i'm happi wid de way i am n so does my fwenz...if u think by writing sumting dwn will hurt mi u r wrg...itz jus shows hw immuture u r...n hw low ur maturity is..

n hu sae u can't be fwenz to ur manager ..der is no rule abt tt...so y jelouse of mi n my peeps being close wid de manager...in fact u all oso can he is v ez goin ...de prob is u all dun wan to open up n treat him lyk he shld be treated..dosen't mean tt if he ur manager he can't b ur fwen...respect him wen wrking n off wrk u can b fwenz wid him..u all jus hav to tek de inisiative to be fwenz wid ppl...esp in pizza hut kinda wrk u realli need to hav gd communication skills...

tml JLNMN is goin btp pizza to celebrate jie lun bdae...cuz nani wrk till 4...so we cum ard nearli 4 like tt...den hu ever wrking tml i will intro u to my fwenz...if u all nt bz ahz...i u all bz den i dun disturb..:)

anyway i dun feel like typing any longer so byez...

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k so long nvr post but neh mind cuz de memoriez wil stay inside de cuz i dun wan to share de sweet memoriz...cuz i feel itz beta off ushared..todae reach btp 10+ den eali den de whole ting all set up de..den todae do csr...ok lahz but i prefer do service...but its still fun...wen to wrk saw sum 1 sae mi n nani at de roster paper...den i can't b bothered lahz so i hack...let dem sae wad dey wan to sae...eventualli if dey r tired dey will stop...so let dem waste their energy n write..den sharon came at 12 den i told her abt it den she wan to c den i showed...den i saw my manager eric stood up fer us...thanks eric..he go write..u dare sae ,write dwn ur name den he sign off below it lahz...i was touched lahz...cuz i wasn't close to him yet he treat mi gd..realli will remember it de...den sum ppl sae we cum pizza hut nvr pay wen in actually fact we pay...den jus nw tt sum ppl gt wrk...den mi n sharon go busted tt sum ppl...den tt sum ppl buey tahan lorz...den wen we off duty le her fwen came lahz... den she go tell de fwen dunnoe wad abt us den dey al start luffing...den amos4 where like will care...so we all hack de matter...den de fwen do service no1 help her key de order cuz she gong at it...tt y lahz sae ppl summor...den hu help u, ur fwen ahz?no de person u tok abt is de 1 hu help u oso...c lahz...tis kinda ppl...wrk so long le cum wrk earlier den us yet dunno hw to key in simple orders...wad's de use if gt de look w/o de brain..haiz ppl dis daez..den aft wrk wen to eat in function rm....den read newspaper den did hwkz while waiting fer nani...den mi ,sharon n manda went to order food lahz...den we put der table63 wen der isn't table 63 haahaz...
but we told de kitchen ppl le...table 63 is function rm...so onli de kitchen ppl n bar ppl n cashier noe..den de servic ppl dunno..hahaz...den wen our order cum...de sevice ppl duno where to serve..haha...den i order ice mocha...wah seh damn nice lor...den tt merah ahz funni de..ask mi if i wan alot of hotfudge in de mocha den i sae yahz...den he go squeeze until damn alot lahz like 3cm in height lahz...den i sae eh enuf lahz u wan mi grow fat ahz...den he se u nvr sae stop...den i sae i jus wan mor i din sae wait till i sae stp wad...den he luff...den realli lahz damn funni...den he ask mi if he make nice...den i sae nice lahz...den i go buey paiseh go sae hu teach 1 mi oso...wen in de actual fact i dun even noe hw to do hahaz..den slack ard till late den syuk came...den syuk piss wid de ang mo kio de manager hahaz...den he slept in de function rm...slept till snore lehz...den mi n manda n poy was toking den he suddenlli snore den we look back...but we din disturb him wad cuz he tired...den we gave him de bk...wahz he happi de...hahaz anyway glad he like it ahz...

ohz yah did malay hwkz..no i tot of wanting to do but den wen i c i duno wad to write cuz so long nvr tok malay den my malay lyk fuck ald sia...den syuk go sae write de wan letter to ur fwen abt de father die...den he call him sae :ah mcm bapak mati?kubur mane..den all crap lahz den i luff...den i went hm i tried write lahz den realli damn funni de lorz..but if realli o level can write lyk tt i sure gt a1 de...hahahaz

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ytd was fun man...hmm let mi recall wad i did...ohz...i woke up tuition...den wen to meet nani fer wk..den meet her as usual i'm late..ahakz.den i reah le jus nice 1 77 bus came...den mirna alight...but we r not meeting her...so we dunno tt se gt wk on tt dae...den we goin up de overhead bridge le she call our names den turn ard sock to c her...den mi n nani went to eat at kfc first den we go wrk...eat le go pizza hut...den i found out i need to do wasing...den i dun like laz...so i make noise laz...den nani hav to do service but she dun like so i swap wid her our duties so she do washing while i do service...cuz i like service ahakz..den aft wrk...eat pizza...den wait fer nasri n salihin...den wait n wait...den finally dey knock off...den slack ard at shell der...den tot of goin hm wid ein laz...but den wen de bus came...all went up leaving nasri alone...so i pei nasri lorz...den mi n nas took985...den he in de bus kept insisting to send mi hm right to my doorstep...den i sae no nid alot of time den finally he din...den i av to walk frm cck to my se cuz no mor bus lahz...den he noe abt it...den he sae next time muz send u hm le...cannot let u walk alone...den i sae no nid...den he nag laz

todae...woke up kinda earli went to johor...went to watch narnia....der open le sia...den watch half way ein sms..den reply lahz...den aft he sms nani sms aft tt redzal...wakaoz...cannot watch de stori in peace sia...but overall de stori was kinda nice laz...den went out de theater jus nice redzal sms again...den went to pizza hut to buy pizza den i alomst lost my hp sia...cuz used to it at wrk i place my hp on de plate...den jus nw i left my hp on de plate de walk off half way den remember den ran back der n took my hp...lucky it was still der...

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hmm..ytd went to meet nani at bb mrt to acompany her widdraw money...den both of us din remember tt ytd was sat n de bank closes at 12pm...so we met at 4+...so de bank close liao...den go hm lahz...den walkin towards mrt my aunt call...to follow her go johor...den i sae ok lorz....den go lorz...wen i ask hu cuming dey sae hafizah n haikal...den i reach de car onli saw hafizah n aisiah...den i sae to my auntie ...auntie u lie ahz...den she sae go johor pick up haikal n de family...den i told hafizah fer wad dey cum sia...no arip...arip go ns...cuz dey usualli cum cuz gt arip wan mahz den dey cum...den reach johor le...we went to city suare n watch movie...we watch pontianak2..kinda cool lahz...but den dey use de same ppl fer de pontianak,mariam n maria...den v confusing lorz...b4 de movie we went to buy mac...fuck lahz de service v slow...still can tok2...wah kaoz..den went to autie anns de shp buy bread...den tis guy v de buey paiseh 1 serve my cousin finish le den wen to to de glass pannel where i am standing den go towards mi n stare at mi...den i walk off...den my cousin all luff..fuck sia...den went to c de movie de my auntie sittin beside mi tried to scare mi...but den i nt scared lahz...used to it de...hahaz...den aft de movie went to eat at pantai lido...de fish der nice but den i feel dey charge abit too much fer a hawker stall lehz...anyway wad de use of mi nagging...i'm nt paying it...hahaz...k lahz gtg lehz...go hm...tek uniform n den go wk...mayb aft wk den i continue blog again. :)

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ytd,
went to work at place at 5.30 slack ard eat all tt den i start wk at 6...den poy went to write stuff in de bk tt we wan to give syukri lorz...den we all all kpo2 lorz...realli den we all crap ard wid poy...hahaz...den start wk le...den ard 9+ or 8 lyk tt lisa accidentalli drp half of de pizza on de floor den under half nvr fall we bring to kitchen all eat...eat le...den continue back de wrk...de freaking pizza dam nice lahz...summor is de overflow cheese wan lehz...can melt sia see...de pizza...den10 le do closing all tt lahz...den finish le went to cook pizza...den cannot bring hm,...but den i brought hm...den kena cought by poy...den he like lecture2 all tt lahz..but realli i dun blame him...cuz i'm in de wrg lahz...den apologise liao...den he allow mi to bring de pizza hm..whooh...poy is realli a nice manager lahz...realli he can carp wid u wan...fun wrk wid him de...den ard 11 went to alif n eat...1+den we go off...den frm alif we walk att de way to my hse...den far mahz...i told dem no nid send mi hm but dey insisted den ok lor...den funni lahz..we stop by at de mobil...den dey gt paste sticker of ppl lookin at de car being wash den we all realli tot it was real sia...den walk all de way le...den we pass by tis place dunno wad call lahz...den so many sia de dog den mi,redzal,syukri n nasri was like wtf...cuz dam alot lahz...den we scared like hell sia...den walk2 ald...den dey all tired n thirsty...den dey saw de busstop advertisment on sum drink lahz...den its like 3d like tt ...lyk real wan lahz...den dey keep in n stare at de pic as if it will make any diff....den i was like at my hse gt 7 11 can go n buy ltr...den walk2 den we all tok pervert stuff lahz...den i luff...realli dey all funni lahz
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**thanks syukri,manda,redzal,nasri,rezwan,saniah fer walking hm wid mi all de way frm alif to my hse**

todae went wk..okie lahz crap ard wid poy den took alot orders todae den went to serve 1 pizza den drop 1 of de slice...sia mi ...den aft tt de rest bring kitchen eat...den i was like fuck...feel shitty fer while lahz...but den gt back to my old self aft sumtimes cuz poy sae nvm every1 make mistake...no1 i s perfect...den he sae itz gd to make mistake at a young age den at de older age...cuz at de young age u still hav alot of tym to change urself...thankz poy fer making mi feel betta even aft i fell de coustomer pizza...hahaz...den nani go ask poy fer password...den poy gave nani de pasword 2308...den nani sae dun wan den nani sae she wan **** den poy sae y...den nani dun wan tell den aft tt i sae tt 1 in malay means i luv u...den he go believe hahahz...den mi n nani walk off de office n luff at him kena trick...hahaz...den went hm jus nw at de interchange mi n ina saw dis guy act ah beng wan lehz..den de head so freaking small...den i go tell ina sae sia lahz soup bowl oso bigger sia..den she luff den i go sae belum cukup umur...den we luff at him like wad sia...den saw he gt tatoo...den i sae tt wan temporary wan lahz...head so small wan tatoo wad fuck...den we all keep onsae tt guy lahz...den de guy aim us...den we hack care still luff...realli lahz...tek his head put inside soup bowl realli can fit de...hahaz..

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hmmm ytd went to town wid amos four took alot pic...but i was mooody fer de first few hrs cuz i was sick having a headache n fever...den was kinda moody all de way eat at pastamania den de food was freaking taseless den i took 3-4 bites den i din touch de plate at all....den went to shp ard...i onli bought at 3/4 jeans,manda bought jumpsuit n shoe,sharon bought pants n she...

nani din bought anyting...den aft tt went to B.k...drink n slack ard...den aft tt manda sae go sliver cross tek injection...den i n nani sae oki...den go tek lahz...den go in onli nani call mi tek first den i sae i gt drug allergy...den de doc go read de injection ingredients c gt de drug tt i allergy to nt...den aft tt dey din sae so he der nt inject mi...den nani kena inject first lor...den i let her stratch my hand to bare her pain...den she scratch lorz....den i tot i goin off wid it w/o de injection lorz...den was kinda happi... sekali dey cal us in again...

den was like wtf sia....den i kena tek lahz...den i saw de needle ald...den i quickly g hug sharon....den i shake shake lahz scared mahz...den pain sia den i cry....den sharon all shock to c mi cry....realli lahz pain den dey all mi hold de cotton wool mahz...den all de way i hold till reach btp...hahaz...den slack ard all tt...den at al azhar den i realise de doc poke mi 2 x...den gt 2 red dot...deni was like wtf sia....den my headache start again...den went we go off frm de shp at 12 + i think den tot of walking frm timah to my hse...

den reallli giddy i couldn't walk straight...den took a cab hm...den i slp in de cab...den suddenli woke up i duuno where de de cab sae reaching...den i told manda i dunno where i am...den manda call mi...den syukri,nasri n salihin all tok to mi...ask where all tt lorz...den i sae dunno...i was half dead lahz...dunno cuz de injection or wad buut i was freaking giddy tt i couldn't open my eyes ...den wen i saw de sign board i call de cab to stop n walk off w/o paying...den aft tt i scold2 de cab lahz...den i sms manda i at sengkang rd..

den nasri rider mahz he noe rd well...den he ask mi where i am...den i sae at sengkang rd wid so many tree but no hse...den dey all blur..dey i sae nvm i can handel myself...i called my dad le...den dey sae oki...any ting msg...den my dad sms mi call mi tek pic by de lamppost n in de pic muz gt lamppost de no. den ii send him mms....

den aft tt he cumn tek mi he reach sengkang liao...den cal my sis go off de car n c de lamppost no...den finaly at2+ he reach...den i call him speed...den at 3+ reach hm le...den i slp...den jus nw my dad make a complaint to de cab company...wahahaha....

thanks to amanad,nani,nasri,syukri,salihin fer caring abt mi...

thanks to my dad n sis fer finnaly bringing mi hm...

thanks to sharon fer letting mi hug her wen i took de injection n cry on her shrit...

love n apreciate u guys loads

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hmm...todae woke up at 10am...den gt ready to go wk...den a few minute later i recieve al call frm my cousin...den he sae open de door den open lor...den i was like wad de y cum so earli..but nvm lahz...he cum use de com den i gt ready go wk...den ready liao read newspaper all tt lorz...den went off to work...reach wk earli so i slack ard first...den i kinda feel de uneasyness in mi wen i was in de bus lhz.i dunno why but i hav been feelling this den i hack onli lahz...den wk start onli de customer all cum in big2 grp...den mi n hanna hav to do alot of things lahz..den all like fuck like tt all wan their food fast 2...den 1 like stupid sia...sae why de food cum late...den i was like c fer urself lahz...so many ppl rite...kok eye or wat nabei...piss off sia...den tired ald went to de kitchen to eat garlic bread den drink water at de bar den went to wrk again...den at5+nani came..jus as i was about to eat...den i share wid her de pizza i made...den tought her hw to clock in all tt lahz..den aft tt i tired i call my dad to pick mi up...i forgoten tt i sae to nasri i wait fer him...den at7+ nearly 8 nasri sms mi where am i ...

den i sae hm le...den he ask mi if i wan to go wat at alif...den i sae dun wan bahz...cuz tot onli little ppl...cuz he sae mi him hanna...den dun wan lahz...den 9+ syukri call sae go alif den i ask hu cum he sae amos four cum...den i wan go...den my mum fuck wan lahz...she dun allow mi go...sae i go hm late tis few dae wan mi stay at hm once a while...den i sms syukri back i din go...den salihin call mi go den i sae nt goin lor...den i was like wahz kaoz...so many ppl go den i nvr go...haiz...wan go c syukri lahz...miss him de lehz...OOh yahz...tode wen reach de pizza hut i went in frm de back door lahz...den wan go de toilet mahz...so i need pass by de chshier counter den wen i walk i like saw syukri den i was like eh syukri...den i like tell my self ahz go change first later den go tok to him lahz...den wen go out ald...he no mor ...den i was like haiz...

den wen he called mi i ask did he went to pizza hut jus now den he saw no...den i told him wad i saw lahz...den he sae tt happen wen u miss sum1...den i sae yahz...man...wen i tot i saw u ..i was like changing as fast as i can so can tok to u den go out le u no mor...den he luff...hahaz.....den think mayb i dae dream lorz den...nw think back like funni de lahz...den wen wking all de way i smile too myself ..cuz gt sum1 sms mi jokes de..den cannot luff mahz like ltr ppl think i siao...so jus smile lorz....den de rezwan go sae to mi in malay wat u?why u smile2 to urself den i sae nth...haiz...

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hmmm...todae woke up quite earli cuz todae din tok on de phone wid syukri dey all cuz dey went to de former manager pre wedding...cuz dey r unable to attend on de actualdae...den dey call mi n manda go but we dun wan cuz we dunno her mahz..den we took some picture wid syukri dey all cuz syukri todae last dae...he goin off to ang mo kio liao...tot todae i no wk mahz...but i reali wan to cum wk todae...so i ask nani if she wan go wk...den she sae dun wan den i tek over her..den may b aft wk we slack ard again oso...den woke up todae like sumting nt rite...i jus feel uneasy dunno why lahz...i jus gt de feeling lyk sumting nt right..since ytd le....dunno lahz...den ltr at 5+ mayb i go meet manda...go wk together...den ltr den update again lahz..jus bored tt y i blog

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hmm...todae woke at 2...den slack around watch tv...den go buy spray spray my shoe...kinda nice lahz...haazden spray2 liao...happy go play de spray...den until kena de wall...den quicky go find paint at de service balcony den go pain...hahaz...if nt kena nag by my mum until jialat...hahaz...den slack liao at3+ manda call den sae i do wat den i sae do nt ...den she ask mi go accompany her go timah n clean function rm...den i go lahz...cuz i dun wan to laze ard in de hse...so borring...so went out lahz...den first go beauty world withdraw money, den go eat at mac...den go bukit timah plaza...den on de way saw vivian n yin kwang...den tok2 until i blur den i go cross de road wen actualli no nid...hahaz den in de middle of de road manda go ask y u cross...den i sae dunno lehz...den we went back..hahaz stupid lehz...den reach liao...tok2...den manda go n mi go n put our sechdule....den went outside de back door wan den slack ad wid salihin dey all wahz kaoz salihin smoke den de smoke keep on goin into my nose...den i was like argh...den rezwan took out 1 file...den dey count de pay...hahaz...funni lahz...salihin keep on press wrongly...den de calculator no backspace...den havv to restart all over again..hahaz...den go in pizza hut back den wonder ard at de outside der...den huda ask we all to slack ard in de functionrm...den go in onli slack ard first...den rezwan n salihin n 1 tob boi ger go paly throw fake food at each other...den until break...den suddenli..i be de victim...den i do den until jia lat...den finnally we clear de rm..den awhile later hana came...den amost finish except fer moping...den redzal came...den he hav to scrub 1 lum of ain which stuck on de floor...den salihin kena mop de floor...den finish liao slack again...den dey sae wan to play...war fight in de rm...which means dey off de light n hit ppl anywhow...den sum1 bring up sumting saying tt canno play lahz...cuz later touch until wrg cuz gt gerls den dey dey realli show de action squeezing of de bbobs den min manda luuf...den slack ard...den joke ard...den awhile later syukri came wid nasir...den dey late den no nid do anyting so dey need to belanja us...edy dey slack ard in de function rm first den ard 7+ lyk tt we all go off to de roti prat shop...den slack ard n drinkz...den tell jokes dey salihin ,syukri n nasir keep on sing ncc song...den until 10+ den go off....den dunno hu bring up de idea walk until bukit batok de mrt station...den we all okie lahz...except fer hana cuz she sick...den we waited fer de bus...so long but din come...den eventualli she sae oki walk...den wen we walk 2 bus pass us...n both oso her bus...den she like buey tahan liao lahz...den raining mahz al dey way wen we walking...den mi n hana start to shiver...hahaz...den manda hand still can feel very warm..den walk 2...den redzal mum called....den aft tt manda bro called den my sis called ...she call mi sae where am i den i sae walkin...den she still call mi walk slow2 den go buy der super...den i sae c lahz hw..hahaz...den finaly reach our skool er den mnad bro start to call like mad dog...den sae wan to pick her up...den manda call her bro to send mi back oso if nt i kena go hm wid redzal sia...cuz hana stay batok...den go hm le...den salihin stay nasir n syukri hse...den onl redzal nvr stay...cuz de dad dun allow...so i think if manda bro nvr tek mitek onli manda den i jialat..go hm wid redzal akward sia...den we wait fer mand bro to come fetch us at nature park de bustop...den nasir all wait fer us cuz we gerls mahz den late at nite le...den until manda bro cum den dey continue on walking...nw sneezing n sneezing like mad dog den tml wk...haiz...okie lah wan go slp le if nt tml meet manda late..hahz..bubbye

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hmm...todae woke up late wen i supose to meet my cousin at ut at 10.30.lol...den she called mi den i still in bed...den lucky she sae she oso jus woke up...den i sae okie...we meet 11.30 instead...den bathe all tt den go out at 11.45...tot tt she would b der liao ...i purposely late cuz she meet mi alwways late...den reach ut le...she oso haven't reach wen call her hse her bro sae still bathing...den i sae batje wat sia frm 10.30...den he bro sae he singing...den i sae okok...call her faster i reach le...den she reach ut at12.30...den i was like 11.30 huh?!den she sae sori...den went to bishan..look ard fer bag... den wen to bugis...look fer shoe n shirt n bag...den finaly went to far east n buy bag...den showed her de bag i like hah...den force her to buy fer mi bdae present...n fer being late..haha...den she sae wen my badae den she buy..hhaaha...actualli nvr ask her buy bdae presrnt oso she buy fer mi...like usual liao le...anywayz...wen we at 1 of de shop...tis fat lady use low cut bare back shirt...den i was beside her den she din use her bra properly den i see her neh...den i was like yeew...den i went to de chashie pay stuff...den i saw de man staring at her breast...cuz can see de...de i was like c fer wd sia...de breast i dunno hw she tek care until balck2 de...so disusting see...go hm wah eyes sia mi..haha...aft tt we went to eat at 1 of de shp at de top level lahz...den we was sitting at de conner de de shp reali packed so tis 2 guys came n sat beside us lahz..den i was like okie...den inish eating lei...den i sae to my cousin de guy handsome but too bad sisy...den my cousin look dwn n sae hmm...den went we went out de shp she was like wad de hell...y u too so loud make mi paiseh lei...den i sae did i tok loud...den she sae yahz....den i ask if tt guy heard it...den she sae yahz he turn n look at mi wen i wasn't looking...den i sae oh fuck...den went toilet le...den went out pass by de shp den saw de guy sit ross leg de put de leg by de side realli like sisy...but hansome gt those like arabian look + american...v de handsome lei...but hais sisy wad to do...den went hm...den nw den jus reach..my legs are killing mi man..but gt to get used to it...cuz working den if long hrs den hav to stand so long..haiyo...leg pain...wan go massage de leg used *i squeeze*it suqeeze u back to health...hahaz like promoting sia...k lahz leg pain liao gtg..byebye..*wink*

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