hate me? then PISS OFF.

todae last dae training de..cum onli hav to do stuff all tt..we put de cheese n de red chili flakes on each table...den set de table...serve abit...den alvin call mi do crs...den go do lorz...stand infornt of de door lyk idiot lyk tt..den okie lahz..i had sore throt so i din tok loud to de customer...but de still can hear mi de..den frm no where rezal came den he smile2...he lyk nth better to do...so i smile back lorz...den i do wat oso he frm1 conner c mi...den nvr c nani...i feel i been spy on sia...but i hack lahz...den de manager nt der he tok2 to mi...can communicate wid him n salihin but can't communicate to rezwan dunno y...den nani is de oppisite.. den while doing de crs 1 customer went to ask mi tek order den no1 der mahz so i jus took up de courage n did it..den it turns out okie..den key in de order all...whoo..it went perfectly...

den alvin told mi n nani to switch,means nani do crs den i do de normal stuff...den okie lorz i clear de stuff.serve ppl den set de table,do pack food fer dem was ez lahz...den cleaning2 half way alvin ask mi to do de dishes..he sae huda sae..den do lorz...do de dishes..do finish le...went out to de de clearing of tables.den kena called back again...call mi wash 2 trollies of pizza pan n de dough container,n de dishes..den do lor...den i hate wen gt bake pasta or wad lahz...den ting v hard to scurb...den no1 teach mi hw to use de stoopid machine..den i jus do manually...den she cumin sae u gt use de machine den i sae no...den she call mi redo de whole ting again...den 1 or de rider tok to her sae y u ask small ger to do...those big size guys outside mahz...den she reply nvm lahz...den i was like wahkoaz..den sahilin wan to help mi den she dun allow..fuck her lahz...den redzal help mi wen she nt ard..thanks to him i manage to finish u 2 trollies n 2big stack of dishes..den wentout do clearning n set tables n tek orders n key dem in de com...wipe de wet plates n soup bowl...den we knock off...(all de way do de dishies i cursing huda)hahaha

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okie todae second dae traning was fun oso...but todae abit better lahz cuz we gt to mix ard wid de customer n nonid memorise menues/1 big file..we did cleaning de tables setting up de tables,serve ppl food...actualli muz go n tek orders oso but mi n nani dun dare cuz wescared dey tok too fast den we dunno wad to write..den jialat...den all their oder all lyk rojak...den redzal keep onask we all to go do orders....den we find every way to cabut frm teking orders n we did v well wid tt fer de whole dae we din tek orders!!!yeah..:)haha but told him liao tml we will try to tek orders..okie nw tell u all wad i mess up todae...2 tymes i sever de wrg stuff at de wrg table dam fuck lahz...den i waste de food den i was like dam it...de manager gonna kill mi but he din..he jus ask mi to check wid de floor plan if i nt sure..he v nive though he has a strict face..okie den sharon teach mi how to do de soup...den dey boil de soup wid de plastic in de boiling machine which i dunno wad de hell its called...so hu cares..den aft tt tek de plastic bag n cut de tng open n pour de ting lah den.1 packet of soup put 1 liter of water lahz...den de manager show mi hw to do lahz...den he tek de sissors n cut like ez lyk tt lahz..den i try cutting de dam plactic den de siccors like laoya...den i sae to de manager alamak de sissors laoya sia...den he sae den i cut jus nw wid my hand ahz...den i luff...den i manage to cut a small hole lahz...den he sae cum let mi help u cut wid my hand...den i luff...den pour de dam soup oso muz gt style...so won't waste de soup..den i do wrgly haha...yahz i suck big time at tt man...but i gt de hang of it though..todae learn so many ...haha..den we slack ard after finish wk n wait fer sharon..aft tt we go eat at der...whoohoo..eat pizza,beef BALLZ..hohoho..den check de wrk schdule den 1 of de dae i need to wk alone dam fuck lahz...i dunno wad to do ...die...die...die...jia lat man...den i cursing n cursing infront of de notice board...den syukri de brother sae in malay wen start wk...den i sae 3 dec cuz nw training onli...den he sae lahz...no nid worry...jus imply wad u learn fer de 3 daes training...u believe in urself den can de...jus need to be confiden...den he sae if u nt so sure u can as other staff here...den i sae okie..den went out of de pizza hut...den i sae to sharon why de hell he suddenli tok to mi lyk akward lehz...den aft tt i fuck care...but gd oso lahz his advice...haha...he cute...lyk fauzie laily...but his eyes smaller..hahaz...okie...den went off to find my dam shoes...first went to west mall..den de design all dam freaking ugly den go lot1...den de design oso ugly...den went to ut..den no black...den went to causewaypoint den finally hav but its pointed i sacred wear so long den blisters..but nvm i gonna equip myself wid plasterSSS..hahahz...den went hm ...den wan go in de mrt den de guy give mi n nani free tissue..den noe wad de tissue sae in big fonts..AIDS KILLS USE A CONDOM...den gt tis gerl in a bitchy pose..hahaz...den nani n mi luff..hhaahz..den went hm...nw here i am...ohz yahz miss sumting out...manda called mi n tok to mi...den sae wd huh...i dunno lahz...den i told her i kena wk alone 1 of de daes den i scared no1 guide mi cuz der i nw onli noe..nani,manda,sharon,nicole,nani sis,redzal,sahilin n (rezwan)-->tis 1 de name nt sure but he claim to b redzal bro..but i jus dun believe..hahaz..k tired liao...wanna slp tml wk morning..wahkaoz..

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hmm..todae v fun dae...hahaz...k woke up at 10 wen i suppose to meet nani at 10.05..yikes...haha...but nt my fault nani woke mi up late...cuz i told her to wake up call mi...hahazz...i'm INNOCENT..nani is GUILTy..haha..okie joking onli ..ermm...den meet her at cck den go mac buy sumting to fill our stomach..den nani bought 2hashbrown..1 fer mi 1 fer her...den we off to 67 n tek de bus..den we took de bus at 1040...wen we start wk at 11..den in de bus nani suddenli sae gt off de bus liao...den we rush to gt off...den its de wrg stop..haha..late ald make mor late...den took cab to de wk place lor...den reach der 11 jus nice...den we went to photocopy ic n bank bk all tt...den we go in wk at 1105 i think lahz...den reach le...de ppl ask wd size we all...den we sae "s"...den dey find n find n find den onli manage to gt de top "s"...de pants gt onli "m" den we try on lor...den de waist was okie but at de leg der...it was like dam freaking big...i can but my 2 feet in sia...den de pants so long...den we look like clowns wid big pants hahaz...den we went in de function rm n study de stupid file...den we jus brife tru onli den bored liao we close de file n play in de fuction rm hahaz...den nani suddenli mumbled out of de blue my books are collecting dust...den i tot i heard her sae my boobs are collecting dus den i go c her boobs den sae where gt...den she sae books lahz...den i sae ohz i tot boobs...den we lufff...den tek pic...den play wid de spray can mess up de place decorte stuff w/o teking permision hahaz...den 1 go out dun dare..hahaz..den de ridzwan i think his name..came in n ask if we finish ald...den we sae so long finish le...den he sae wait awhile cuz gt alot of crowd...den okie...den we continue play ard...tek pic tell crappy jokes...den make ourself look like idiotsn luff at ourself hahaz cuz we too bored liao..den finally we gt to go out frm de rm...den we went outside n seat..den we need to memorise menu...haha...den we joke ard listen song sing song...tok to manda dey all cuz dey cum...den we din study 2 hr later ridzwan came n try test us...den all we dunno..haha...den i sae let mi tell u wad we lear fer we pass 2 hrs outside here..we onli learn de names n which grp dey r in...like under side orders or wad lahz..den he bring us to de com n show us hw to use den he click click clickden a page cum out den click summor new page cum out...den we like ohhh..but e dunno anyting..hahaz..den sahilni cum n teach us...den he teach we understand...hahaz...den half wae he ask if we noe de table arrangement den we sae no...den he show us de floorplan of de tables den we copy it...den learn tt was fast lahz...den redzal test us...we pass de test hahaz..okie.den cum back to de com den den sahilin continue to teach us den okie we gt it...den he test us den we pass oso den he test us tek order all tt den key in to de com...den he told nani to do it lahz...den he pretend to b de costomer...den he se wad he wan den nani jot dwn...den nani went to den com n key in lahz...everyting was okie until nani press de f5 button twice..cuz..he onli teach us so de ting is fake if we press de f5 button de resipt cum out den hav to pay lahz...den dey quickly tore de paper n told de kitchen ppl nt to cook it...lucky..if nt hav to pay...den he haven't test mi den he sae u noe rite no nid lahz..ltr it happen again he scared hahaz...den aft tt we can go off le...went to toilet change..den c de manager to put our wrk slot...den fill liao den we go...den 1st dae ald dey bye us..haha den bye back lorz...was fun lahz over all de dae...den mi n nani went to cck n change money saw mr jamil den we went to de nearest tailor shp n told her to alter our pants...den she alter den 7.30 we cum collect was fast..den meanwhile nani wen to hse hav a drink use de com den we off to tek de pants...den nw i'm here bloggin ..amosfour check out our blog i gt update

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hmm...firstly wanna congratulate myself frm cure-ing frm de stoopid long gastric pain...jus hope won't kena again..i relli regret..nw gotta buy new pants n all...cuz nw dey r loose...damm...okie todae woke up quite earli...den mi ,my sis n my dad went to m'sia..went der fer fun den wen i was at city square i saw ain...de sec3 normal 1...i dunno wad class is she in...den she tok to mi..hahaz...find it akward cuz i dun even noe her noe her tt kinda ting...i jus noe her name ain frm she sec3 acad tt all...den she tok to mi lyk she no mi v well ...den i was like okie...yahz...like tt kinda ting...she ask den i ans...she nvr tok i nvr tok...den i was like quike buzz off...cuz i dunno hw to handle tis kinda ting...i dunno ppl i jus wan to get out of de situation nt tt she is bad or wad lahz...she's great...she gt great fun n happi go lucky attitude...jus hope my life will b lyk tt..hahaz...buy lots n lots of cd...hahaz...den went to follow my dad to shp fer kitchen stuff cuz my mum working n no mor food at de kitchen so we go bu...tek our tym...hahaz...den in de end spent most on junk food...den eat sushi..whoooHoo de sushi der is NICE..den went to shp ard...wanted to go angsana but den all tired liao so we went hm..hahaz...den n all lying at de lyving rm watching movie marathon...i like to watch alone..wen no1 at hm...tt y i nvr watch nw hahaz..ohz tml go wk...haiz...scared paiseh...cuz wen de manager ask wen we wan star we sae next mondae...den dunno if he noe tt we mean next mondae is tml or nt...sekali he dunno den we cum paiseh...nvm...NANI cum paiseh wid mi hor..hahaz..hmm...den gt wad summor happen ahz...errmm...ohz...mi n my dad bulli my sis wen in de car my sis was sleeping den mi n dad tok abt her sae "kakak kau gemuk ahz"-->means(sis u fat ahz)den my sis was sleeping mahz den she sae yah..den mi n my dad luff den i sae her belo(stupid,crazy)...den she nod her head...den my dad go sing de song angguk,angguk(nod,nod),gayleng2(de sign which sae no..de 1 where u turn ur hear left to right) tt 1 lahz...den we luff...den my sis woke up...den my sis sae my dad crazy..hahaz...den he siok sendiri(siok alone) lahz...he sing den shake 2 de head...den i sae ayah mcm keling(dad lyk indian lahz) ahz...den my sis all luff den my sis sae tu lah kate org kan kene balik,belo(c lahz sae ppl nw kena back..(stuip,crazy)...den my dad sing "belo(crazy,stupid) 2...kakak(sis) belo(mixture of stupid n crazy tt sort)...ayah(dad) belo..haha...cuz actually he wan to sae nadiah but he accidentally sae ayah(dad)...hahaz...den we luffing2..den reach hm le..my dad din realise den jus pass by our hse dad he paiseh ald he pretend sae wan go shp...den mi n my sis sae "paiseh ald paiseh lahz dun need act lahz"den he luff..lame ass

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okie ...woke up todae morning at 11...promise nani to meet her at 11 .30....hahaz..anyway awoken by her msg...if she nvr msg i think i nvr wake up oso...hahaz...den bathe all tat den iron my clothes...den i sms her sae i'll be late dun cum out her hse yet...den i came out my hse den i sms her k u can go out yr hse liao...even den she still reach earlier den mi hahaz...den went to wm n change money...den went to bukit timah plaza to find job hahaz....den reach der le both dun dare go in n ask cuz paiseh....den wait till nic cum den nic help us sae...den dey give us fill form den fill lorz...den went out to pass de form to de manager den gt tis guy smile2...den i was like oh stop tt smile...its n eye sore to mi hahaz...den de manager call us go de function rm n he ask us question lahz...den suddenli gt sum1 knock de door sae dunno wad lahz...den de same guy stood behind n smile2 lyk n idiot...den i like wan to burst to lufter but den gt de manager so i try to bare lahz..den as soon as we step out de pizza i luff ...hahaz...den nani was lyk huh?den told her...den walk ard abit at bukit timah plaza...den went off lahz...den i ask nani wan go town den she sae okie...den i call manda ask where she is cuxz b4 tt she sae she wan go town oso....den call she sae at pizza...den went back to de pizza der den meet her...den der is tis like 1 small tong seat lyk tt lahz...den gt ppl seat lahz...den manda sae go seat dun scatter ard...den i sae hw to seat gt ppl...den 1 of de guy stood n let us seat...den it was de guy hu smile lyk n idiot..haha...den fuck care lahz...wen to de bus...tok2...den manda gt sms frm tt guy hu gt an addiction to smiling...he sae btw hu tt ger in black...cuz i was wearing black...den manda sae wan gt to noe mi...den i was lyk...ohz tt y he suddenli became a smile freak...den i dun care liao....den almost miss a stop to go far east...den walk 2 den sekali realise tt we walk wrg turn...hahaa...so walk back den finnaly reach...went to bk eat...den i order dunno wad burger den dey give mi de wrg 1...den i ask fer change...den eat 2 or 3 bites...den i can't force myself to eat le...hahaz...den nvr eat de frise de burger...den went to c bag....den c okie lahz...nice, big ,cheap but plain ...goin to survey at bugis n bishan...den c hw lahz...i buying fer my bro mp3...cuz he pass his psle...hahaz...he ask mi buy tis buy tt...den i sae wad u wan onli can 1...mp3,psp,ps2,ps3 or xbox..den he choose mp3...haha lucky if nt my pocket big hole ahz...buy psp all tt...den i told my mum tt dun worri abt his skool bag i will buy fer him as a present to congratulate him to a sec level...haha...so nw let c wad i need to buy...
~mp3 fer my bro*$300*
~bag fer my bro*$50*
~bdae present fer my cuz n my sis*$100*
~treat my cuz pizza...cuz i owe her 1*$50*
~buy bag fer my self*$50*
~treat my whole family kfc(family tradition 1st pay muz treat family..haiz)*$50*
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total:$$$600(wahx...v big hole le...i can c it ald)

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okie...tml gona find job...yahz i noe its abit too late to find job but wats de rush anywayz...hahaz...gonna wk at pizza hut at manda der...dunno gt vacancies nt...but if nt i'll find other job...cuz ne its christmas den alot of job ard...so no peggy...hmm...okie todae morning woke up ...all read to go fer band den i vomited again den din go fer band lahz...muz gt betta...okie tml hopes nth will trouble mi...gt my appetite back..my mum keep on forcing mi to eat even though i puke back...den nw nt so hungry..as de past...jus hav to push myself to eat eventhough i puke back...noe wad i mean...din my hw abit...finish my eng,half way through math n physic...malay...lazy to do...hahaz...i nw reading bk called harrry potter...din actualli like reading bk...and i nvr read harry potter b4...but i c de movie nice lahz...but din understand den tot of reading jus de goblet offire...but my sis sae de stori is continous...so i hav to read frm 1st bk to understand...so okie lahz...din like it...but i noe itz will hape wid o levels...so i jus read...a few pages a dae so nvm...at least it lets ur brain think n run wild...nw gotta finish my hw...so wen i star wk...i dun hav to dealt wid unfinish hwkz...
sayonara..byez...

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okie ytd i wanted to blog but i wasn't at hm so i din gt to blog...okie..ytd had band ...we had foot drills n sound projection n playing de instruments...first few hours was okie...but den after de tea...i had gastric pain again i hav been having gastric pain on n off fer quite a while now..den michelle called L .j...den se i wan to go toilet den she sae i stomach pain...den i think he tot i wan shit den he sae got tissue den i sae yahz...cuz dis few dae keep on vomiting so i carry a few packet of tissue wherever i go...den rush to de toilet puke n puke n puke...tot okie ald den goin out of de toilet ald den feel like vomiting again run back to de toilet n puke again....den aft tt okie fer a while den we went off to do foot drills....den i did kinda okie lahz...den feel de pain again den wen kelvin ask any1 wan repot sick....den i dun wan cuz i haven't master de marching or dunno wad ting it is called lahz...so i jus try to stand de pain stand until lunch time...lunch time ald wen to eat...eat okie lahz...den 1 hr rest mahz...den i slp....den aft tt foot drills again den jus do onli lahz...den aft foot drills gt sound projection...den tt 1 i din do cuz de gastric was like so srong...like der is so many catus in my stomach n tis poking mi...de feel like wan to vomit but jus cann't vomit it out..den yahz tt about it...nw so hungry wan to eat but wad ever i eat vomit back den i jus dun feel like eating anymor...fuck lahz de gastric...

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guess wad is this...n tell mi at de tag board...i will tell u de ans next week..

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hmm...ytd went to c movie wid my sis n cousins...went out of hse ard 12.45..went to meet my cousin at ut...she came late so we went off frm ut to toa payoh at 1.went to toa payoh fetch my brother frm my grandfather hse cuz he slp der...den went to alight at orchard n walk to shaw house n went to buy de movie ticket...we first tot wan to c harry potter show at 2.15...but wen we wan to buy de ticket onli left de first front row...so we decided to c just like heaven movie ..de 2.30 show...den after tt we went to c harry potter movie de 5.45 show.so we bought de harry potter ticket first so we got de gd seat...den we bought food n eat...buy i onli bought frise n a drink...den wen watching de movie just like heaven my stomach feel uneasy...buti try to stand de pain..n act as if nth happen...den wen go c de teather to c harry potter i put dwn my bag n went off to de toilet n puke....may b cuz i nvr eat so long den suddenli eat den i summor drink gassy drink tt y will puke...den i went back to my seat...n just nice de stori start...den i feel like puking again sumwhere in de middle of de stori but i jus wan to noe hw de stori so i stand de pain...den wen de stori end i rush to de toilet n puke..den went hm...saw my mum bought fer my brother keyboard...de 1 like piano 1...den i went to mac n accompanny my cousin den saw her brother studying fer his o level...den we accompany him fer while den we left together...todae woke up at 1...den went to de kitchen to eat but wen i eat i will jus puke it back...nw i feel hungry but jus dunwan to eat cuz i will puke it back...n i feel sick after i puke so i rather dun eat...

jus like heaven was nice...harry pottter is jus a waste of money n time dey change n cut alot of de sence...it is totaly diff frm de stori bk...n those hu nvr read de book dun bother to go n c it...u jus won't understand...after de harry potter end alot ppl make noise abt de stri line cuz its jus totally diff frm de book..den dey were like complaining n complaining

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hmmm todae veri tired...haiz...woke up at 6am and went to michelle hse...cuz she wan to parctice her song...den she sae if reach her hse call der dun ring de door bell ...so wen i reach i called her...den call like hell sms like hell oso she nvr woke up...den i wait outside her hse till 7.30 like tt den she finally open de door...den went to her room...slack ard abit den call lun all tt den mich go bathe while i do n play wid her hair straightner..hahaz...den her room was in a mess so i hlp her clean ...hahaz...dunno why i suddenli like neat rm lehz...even my rm nw oso neat...mayb i sumting wrg...or lightning strike mi wen i slp tt y i becum like tt...hahz...den go off..all tt wait till like hell like tt michelle refrence no. is 2175...lun one is 2172...we reach der gt quite alot of yusofian lahz...gt kelvin,chien wen,ming lee,ming hui ,lun,jane,cheng rui,1 sec 1 ban ppl...den gt 3 or 4 sec 2...i dunno de name hahaz...den...michelle brought wrg size photo den kelvin sae go photo shop go tek lahz...den wewent dey we q so long...den we saw alot ppl used de machine instant pic...den my phone i dunno well yet so i dare not do any hw to it...den i rush back at level 1 to lun a call her borrow hp...but she sae her phone no memory card...den kelvin over heard us taalking...den he wanted to sae to mi sumting den he dunno hw to talk in eng...den he ask lun if i can understand chinese...den i sae ya...den he told mi no need to q jus go in de shp n sae u wan tek 3r pic...in chinese lahz...den i sae okie...den i rush back dwn and pull michelle out of de q n bring her to de shp...den tek pic ald de person sae go wait 20 min...den mi n michelle went to de carpark n practice her singing..den 20 min ltr we went back to de shp n tek de developed pic n go to de q back...den at 12 + i think... dey gave us de refrence no.den dey let us off fer lunch...n b back at 1.30...den dey sae dun worri gt de no1 liao dey will follow de no...so no 1 will jump q..so we went off fer lunch de first place we went is 3 rd stori where de adution was held...den we saw lynn...den was packed der lahz...den michell all went to eat bread talk..cuz dey scared eat too many will burp while dey sing so dey onli tek 1 or 2 bread...den i wen to mac n buy tek away ..den eat wid dem at bread talk...den kelvin go sae to mi in chinese u eat mac in bread talk u wan give ppl wack isit...den i sae hack lahz...den ming lee or hu sae y u tok to her in chinese she malay lehz...den he sae to minglee or hu tt ask him de question tt she(mi) understand chinese mahz...den at 1.30 went back to de q der den a whike ltr lun ,kelvin,chien wen n ming lee...was called to go up to de 3 rd level...den michelle all stay behind first...deni sae to michelle i go up first...okie...den she sae okie...den went up squeeze tru...to lynn der den cannot c her mahz called her den i din noe tt i was quite front compared to her..den waited n waited till kelvin turn cuz he as de first yiss den aft him all yiss ppl except fer de1 guy hu sing o de yang song dunno de namme ahz...he was like quite far frm us...den 1 by 1 go up stage all yiss ppl all cannot go in sia...until de ode yang cum den finally he go in...at leat gt 1 ppl frm our skool to bring up our skool name...den michelle all was sad lahz...den michelle asked mi wad i feel wen she sing on de stage ...den i sae to her she sing to mi personally nicer...den can c v obvious tt she scared n no confidence in herself..n she does not potray her true self n diser to be a singer...tt y her singing wen up stage was no gd...den she gt de looks of quick i wan to get tis done n over with ...if she be more brave n show dem her desier to b a singer..den i think she can go in...cuz wad she sang on de stage she can sing 5X beeter to mi...den went hm...watch emily rose hav way den slp...den woke up high fever...cuz mayb todae morning i bathe cold water...den i din eat so many dae ytd...i onli drink 4 cup waterfer de whole dae...dunno y my appetite drp aft i came back frm trengannu...cuz at trengannu i ate alot...den suddenli jus nvr eat all de way...frm de dae i came back i havent eat onli drink water...n 2 slice of bread...deadly sick...
**to those hu din get in to de campus idol dun be sad...u r still a winner ...a person hu fails are de 1 hu din pull up their courge to go on de stage n sing...jus by goin to de stage n sing u r ald a winner**
*to those wan to luff n sae to the ppl hu din get in...ask urself u luff at ppl y nt u go join?u din join so u dunno de preasure dey facing...*

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hmm...gt my new phone ytd nite..whohooo...jus finish dld music to my hp...den tml i will be goin mic hse earli in de morning to accompany her practice fer de campus idol later in de dae..hope she get into de next round...i feel she gt telent hope she can futher develop it...jia you...if u dun dun b sad...at least u try.....okie...n fer de rest hu r goin to participate...gd luck...but mor luck fer my bestie best fwen ...hahaz...okie hav a boring dae todae so i dun wan to tok any longer...gd nite

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hmm...nw mood like hell..anger,lonlyness all building up...jus dunnoe y?or mayb i jus dunwan to accept it...i realli dunno...hmm...ytd my mum went fer interview she left de house at 9+ i think ard der lahz...den she sae wen she cal get ready meet her at imm cuz wanna buy hp n new dvd player...den she called at ard 1+ told mi to go out...so i went out of de hse to meet her at imm...den wen i was in de mrt she sms mi saying she gt 1 mor interview den i was argh...den she sae bring my bro go eat first...she told mi tt she will rush der as soon as she finishes her interview..so i waited n waited..till 5+...argh...den as i waited i walk ard to c de shp...den thinking of him...den my anger jus rose out of no reason...den i flared it at my bro..jus dunno wad happen...gt my i pod nano ald...but i still gong2 dunno hw to use it..went to imm saw de i pod nano casing wanted to buy but my mum no cash n de shop dun have de nets machine..den my mum was also tired so she sae may b sum other tym den buy de casing..den bought de dvd laio...go to de hp store der der isn't m1 shp...so went to wm...went der tok quee no...waited till its finally my turn...den dey sae no stock cum tml...den i was like dam you..so todae goin to go n buy de hp lr...nw still waiting at hm...fer my mum to finish work..todae watch drumline...it was gd...jus kinda addicted to it...eventhough i watched it so many tym ..

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hmmm...todae finally went to band...so many stuff hav been goin on wen i'm nt ard...but luckly i catch up..i leg was so tiring wen kelvin keep on askin us to do de hentak kaki...den i keep on wrg...piss off oso lahz...den de timer de sec1 guy keep on playing n becuz of him we kena run 1 round ard de whole field...n because of him we hav to to pumping...fuck him lahz...den i keep on cursing all de way cuz he like small kids sia...even my irritating brother behave better den him sia...nw bored...finally gt de ipod nano...itz white...i'm goin to buy new phone oso...talk wid my mum abt it ald..she sae okie...yeah...hmm...ltr mayb goin out n hand ard wid my cousin or sumting...ytd recieve a call frm dunno hu...den i think tt side or my side reception low den de call jus ended like tt...my mum keep on freaking out wen my cousin or my bro tok abt haikal...den my sis sae...den chromosom or dunnoe wad de hell lahz will affect de birth of a child if the parents are some what related...like in this case mi n haikal is far cousin..but we r still related so der is de risk of child deficiency if we r to marry.haah been crapping abt tis lately...anyways din went out wid my cousin jus nw...cuz i'm tired n overslept n let my cousin wait fer mi at town fer hours..hahaz...sori lehz...

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on tuesdae went to terengganu wid my cousins..i gt band but dey booked the ticket so i jus go onli lorz... on the bus i slp well...onli thing tt bodering mi is de air con its too cold..den reach der at 5am...den my uncle all sleepin so we climb up the gate n went in...den go to de door der knock like siao den finnaly my cousin amir opened de door...den went up stairs(2 stori hse)den my cousin give us matteres to slp...den tek de matteres n slp...

wednesdae:

de next morning woke up at 7+ because its their daily routine so i hav to force myself to wake up everydae.den my uncle hse is a bangalow so der is a huge place infront of the hse...so we played soccer, ride bike,learn to drive motorbike..was kinda fun ...my cousin saei was a fast learner..den went to buy tidbids fer munching sake...hahaz...den de shp far n i dunno hw to go so i gt 1 of my cousin hu stay de to lead mi de way...dentheir hse gt alot of cross junction den gt car caome all tt lahz...den i like my usually self will walk/cycle eventhough de car is near...den my cousin all freak out...den i sae relex lahz...hahazz...den buy ferm mi n tey all tidbids...but it wasn't enuf..cus my uncle gt 6 boi n 1 gerl.den de gerl went to university at dunnoe where in msia...so she din come hm tt often onli wen sch hol den she come hm...den my cousin frm spore hu came my uncle hse n stay is 5 ppl..den total in tt hse gt 11 kids so many...den din bought enuf...den went to beach at 5pm ...v fun alot of big wave..den went hm wet like hell lahz all of us...den go in de car wet2 den go my uncle hse n bathe...whooh.. den went to de field jus outside my cousin hse n learn hw to drive motorbike by my cousin...den ride de bike...whooh...next time go der practice until can pass driving licence den go spore tek de test den no need waste money..hahaaz...i learn nvr fall ...onli my monkey cousin..

thursdae:

woke up earli in de morning nvr bathe...cuz my auntie sae no nid cus we goin water fall...yeah...den go der de water dam cold earli in de morning v fun....den sit der while de waterfall massage my acheing body is soooo nice...denwent hm...cuz my auntie need to work aft tt we r all alone at hm....whoohoo...itz time to go crazy...hahaz...we watch tv went cycling unil dunnoe where den i managed to find my way ...lucky mi...den adr afternoon we went to de beach again...but itz a diff beach...wid bigger wave...n we saw turtle...it is sooo big...it v rare to c big turtle anymor...but we manage to c it...though its dead...we r soo lucky my uncle sae cuz sumtimes ppl cum terengganu jus to c de turtle but dey din c it,nt even dead ones...den as we r swiming in de beach we sae a rainbow!!!so rare to c rainbow w/o even raining...my cousin sae itz due to de water droplets in de clous n other gases n de sun light tt make tt rainbow...wen hm...we had barbeque...was so fun..

fridae:

wen further up terengganu to visit my uncle auntie,n de grannies...hahaz...its a 2 hr ride frm my uncle hse to de grannies hse..den go to 1 of de grannies hse..its stink ...like gt de urine smell...my cousin sae mayb cuz of de cat...den walk abit another garannie hse...in tt hse gt alot ppl lahz..cuz gt my v.v.v distance cousin der n de kampong ppl so went de mind my own business den my cousin arip saw my another auntie...den ask where his son ah boy...den she called ah boy out to c arip...den i jus watch de tv...den i saw tis guy(happens to be ah boy bro,tt i dunnoe of) keep staring at mi...i stare back it dun work...he still stare at mi...den i was like wad de hell...den wen dey call us eat..i took a little rice n eat...den went to de kitchen...din realise tt ah boy brother , haikal followed mi frm behind..den sae de kitchen flooor n de kitchen den i tok to my self...hw de hell dey can stand dis man...cuz i tot no 1 was in de kitchen.den aft i wan to walk out of de kitchen i saw tt haikal still staring at mi...den i was like argh dis pervert guy...like nvr c gerl b4...den wen to buy bus ticket fer de next dae..den de transnasional n all de other bus no mor place anymor...so we went to buy sundae ticket...den took de bus name"express adikberadaik" ... den my uncle bought "kain sutera" fer mi which cost 220 Rm ...den since we stay until sundae my cousin arip n rashid went to stay a dae at de kampong der wid ah boi n haikal n hu ever i dunno...den we went hm...den we passed by tis mosque..floating on de surface of de water...den mi n my cousin took a pic of it..den nearby we saw alot ppl crowding...den we saw small kids on mini motorbike racing...nt those sole in spore where u jus step on it den it move...its exactly like like normal motorbike but a small version..was soo cute...den saw de haikal der...der he stare at mi again....den went hm...at nite like tt...den slp....

saturdae:
woke up late hahaz...den i dun wan to b in de sun so i took out a book n read...was kinda nice lahz de stori...n draggy...de ending was unsuspected...den was about to go at de climax point wen ah boi family n arip n rashid except haikal came ...den my uncle wasn at hm...so we searched de whole kitchern fer tea bag...but couldn't find it...finally we found de tea bag but we couldn't find de sugar..in de in we make ribena fer dem...hahaz...den i felt happpi tt haikal din follow...den after haikal family left my uncle brought us to de beach again hahz...den swim2...den burry my bro n cousin into de sand.....den my brother couldn't get up cuz de sand above him was too heavy..den took my uncle car hm aft de swim den my cousin tld mi tt haikal wan my no. den i was like pls lahz dun crap can nt...den he sae realli...jus nw in de morning wen ah boi family wan to come to my uncle hse to send my arip n rashid hm...he wanted to follow...but den ders onli 1 space left in de car..so ah boi oso wan to follow...den ah boi shouted at de trop of his voice saying"haikal nak ikut gi hantar arip pasal nak mintak nadiah nye no "which meach haikal wan to follow de parent send arip cuz wan to ask fer my no....den all de atuk dun let him go so ah boi get to follow...den i still think my cousin crapping...but den at nite my cousin recieve a call den he pass mi de phone...den i answered ...den its him...den i was like huh...he realli do all tis stuff jus to get my no.den i was like okie lahz...den i gave him my no. .den at nite we hungry we call hanip my other cousin to cook fer us...we fake him sae arip call den he went dwn we push him to de kitchen n force him to cook...den we wait der...hahazzz...den my cousin rashid went to de toilet...den arip go n off de light n pretend its nt him...den he go n stangle mi ask mi hu did it...den i sae arip den he dun believe den i sae muhd den he go kick muhd...den he n muhd fought den he kick until my bro de stomach den he cannot walk...hahaz...den my uncle go n scold rashid...den my cousin amir went to de rm n read "ayat yasin"as if ppl wan to die...den we all luffing...den we all star to joke ard...den my cousin go n tell us wad happen wen de hakim frm msia came to spore...hi phone spoiled...den he went to de m1 shp n sae phone gt arrow..den de sale man dun understand...den my cousin on de phone n sae wad arrow...den my cousin frm m'sia point at de word error n pronouce it as arrow...den my cousin sae error lah wad arrow....den all of us luff...den gt lots of stuff lahz...we tok n joke abt...until slp late at nite..was v fun...de life de goes slowly...spore times flies fast....

sundae

woke up earli pack my bag eat breakfast den went to bus stop to wait fer de bus...de bus reach at 12 40 like tt..den go in de bus my cousin cried...den we said bye den de driver drove dam freaking slow lahz...den de air con din work so de no lik fan like tt was like hot n sticky lahz my whole bodi...den reach jb ald my auntie fatched us...den brought us go eat cuz we ate onli in de morning ...wen we ate like pigs like tt..soo hungry...den my cousin go tell de mum tt haikal wan mi...den i sae can't marry lahz we all cousin mahz..ltr gt de child den de child retarded...den my auntie count my relationship n his...den she sae in muslim law can marry cuz itz 2 or 3 cousin means v far liao..den i sae dunwan lahz auntie...den she sae u wan hu hakim,hasif or haikal...den she sae hasif is haighy recommended den i sae dunwan lahz auntie...den she sae tek haikal lahz...amog all he is de most handsome den i was like yahz yahz...den writing tis post make mi realised tt all de names my auntie let mi pick is all "h"..but realli if i were to b force to marry 1 of dem i will pick haikal...cuz his fair...de other 2 dark...den ltr my child will confirm be fair..hahaz...okie i'm crapping..

nw:
bored ltr goin to lot 1 wid mich dey all..

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hmm...been absent frm blogg...fer awhile...let c...heemmmm...first i wan wish my bestest of all de best fwen MICHELLLE a happi belated birthdae.... tis few dae nt much things happen...lots of walking n walking n walking...n visiting n visiting n visiting ppl...cuz hari raye mahz...booring oso lahz...den ytd mi n most of de 3e5 malay n some other frm other class went out hari raye together...we walk fer mor de 12 hrs i guess...den most of de gals feet pain cuz we wear high heels n walk fer so long...nw my feet n body all hurtingz...den mi n fauziah wen to walk wid our bare feet...den khairul's sis was dam freaking **cute** lahz..den fazil's bro follow us to hari raye oso...den he drink so much fizzy drink den until he puke...den fazil hav to tek care of him..fazil can be a gd dad...v caring hahaz...den like tt lahz...nt much...if i gt tme ltr i will post de pic...will be absent frm msn n blog fer a while again...cuz i go m'sia...tek gd care of ur self yahz...:))

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**finally mi wid nani's barray**

**nani n mi wid a wacky pose**
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**mandy n mi ..yahz mi again..hahaz**

**Nani n mi modeling wid npcc caps**
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**mi n nani modeling after swaping caps**

**mi kena carry by de SJAB**
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**nani kena carry by de SJAB**

**im face kena painted**
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**mandy n nani wid mandy's face painted**

**mi n mandy wid my face half painted**
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**mi n nani!!**

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here's the pictures that i promise:
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**lun with de JL on her cheeks..**
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**Nani posing at de NPCC conner**

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wah kaoz...todae dam tired...woke up at 11.40 am...den i go out my rm my hse was in a mess...my father cleaning de store...my mum hanging carpet.n cooking cakes fer hari raye...den my sis told mi gt 2 pails of paint...den she asked mi if i wan to paint my rm...den i sae okie...den paint until arm paint...do awhile den rest den do another coat...same colour as de previous paint but onli no mor dirty staint marks...den my mum sae wan to shift my cupboard here n der den i dun like den i n my mum argue...den she sae wan to hide de boxes of FLOWERS TT SHE BOUGHT...den i sae u wan hide...hide it at de rubbish bin lahz...dun hide my room...den i show attitude...den sae u all buy2 stuff den all put at my place...u think my place store.?den she keep quite den sae wat ever lahz....den i put my cupboard at its original place...todae breakfast pizza...bought de dunnoe wad pizza...de new 1 wid soooooooo mannnnny CHEESEEEEEE!!!!i was so nice....den while eating mi n my sis gt disturb my brother...my bro call mi "cacat"den i sae at least i cacat nt stupid...den he sae i was born to senget...den i sae him back...u r born to be straight but u r senget...so tt means i am no longer senget...cuz he used de word was-->past tense...but he is still senget cuz i use de word are-->present tense...den my whole family luff...den his name is ibrahim...den de name start wid I...den he sae i is fer intellegent...den my sis sae i is fer idiot...den he like shock to hear my sis sae tt...den his face expression funni lahz...den i go sae i is fer irritatingly stupid...den he like nth to sae...den he sae m is fer....den he havent finish sae mi n my sis sae mornon...den he pick up his plate n walk off to de kitchen...den my whole family luff..den he came back sae he is a gentleman..den while saying tt he shack his hand like sisy...den my sis n my sis v. "GENTLE" man...den my mum n dad all luff...den i call my dad to masage my hand cuz acheing after painting my rm...den my bro sae i waek n luff...den i walk away onli he call my dad masage him oso den my dad call mi den my sis oso go c...den my sis n mi look at each other n sae wow wad a "GENTLE"man

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