9Friday, October 21, 2005
hmmm todae was bored de whole de during skool time...first 2 period i guess no cher ..den onli gt dnt student cause f&n students gt sum f&n enrichment...den dnt student onli abit cause most of dem go help cher fer de west mall thing...deni n adeline n me go c masnirwan syukri n hasif play poker cards..frankly i dun understand de game...but jus watch dem play cuse dey funni lahz...play can stress wan..lol...den at9 i 'm off to music rm ...i tot it was goint to be a great dae but de freaking ass hole hu think she can play so well brag about her telents...den sec1 oni jus came i think wed den wan act..fuck lahz..u all music lesson learn band instruments mahz...den i jus join u think u big fuck mehz...u r not perfect playing den wan to teach mi...mi urself perfect first den cum teach mi lahz...she is so wad lehz..like"de crab trying to teach de other crab to walk straight wen dey dun even noe hw to walk straight"den wen band gt break we go dwn using sprial staircase den suddenli mr goh sae u all can walk properly nt dun walk like crab...he sae we walk slanted wen we want to give him way...wahkaoz lei dis type of ppl...den aft band nani n mandy wait fer us outside music rm...den hav to wait fer mic cuz gt sum leaders meeting or sum thing den nani suddenli broke dwn n cry...it abt********. i realli can't noe hw itz feel like but 1 thingz fer sure i hurtz so much....to loose sum1 hu play a big role n ur life ,hu controls ur moods,hu is ur light to ur dark daez to guide u to de correct path...i hav expirence it b4 but nt as bad as her...even though it was nt as bad as her i cried all nite n dae i became a person hu can jus flare up her emotions n change to other emotion jus in a split second...i noe life its hard n dey oways nvr go de way wen want but it always has its own reason...todae i break fast wid my dad...wahz 2 whole week i break fast w/o him den todae break fast wid him ...feel like wen i was small...cuz he get ready all de food n i jus eat den he will clear all de food himself...den he will cut fruits to eat while watchin tv...but sad nw all grown up den leading their den itz like 1 mth 2 times we eat as a family together...haix.. : (
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