hate me? then PISS OFF.

hmmm...ytd went to malaysia de Angsana to buy my brother shirt n shoes fer hari raye...cuz he 1 to buy at 1 of de shop der...den my dad bought him...quicksilver,billabong,body glove n OP shirt..den went to buy his shoe...den mi n my sis ask my mum to buy dye hair...den we bought dye hair,eye liner,n eyelash curler...den my sis n mi buy shirt oso hahaz.. den my bro buy game boi advance catridge...den de ppl sae to him real 1 den go hm try its fake 1...den he paid RM120 fer it...hahah stupid....den went to city square tried to repair my spect but can't...so i bought new 1...its half transparent black...n other half transparent..den went to SMART supermarket buy cds,food stuff fer hari raye...n dunno wad leaves to make lontong..den wan to break fast at gelang patah rd..de sea food der nice...den my stupid uncle lead de way...sae he noe hw to go...act until so clever..den lead until lost...den until 9+ oso havent break fast...cuz we r at de village2 der...n de place v ulu-ulu...den he drive v fast n nite..den msia abit budget lahz...dey no lights at de village area onli reflector...den v har c lahz...denmy uncle speed dam fast lahz...denmy dad hav to catch up so won't lost mahz..den he turn at 1 blind spot der...den jus stop...den my dad din c his car cuz der is a blind spot turn...den my dad car speed v high lor...den hit until his car...den he like nt happi...den he went out of his car n went to our car sae go hm lahz...den my dad sae okie...den de rest of my family members go cursed him sae...u act unil u noe de place den make us waste petrol...den we haven't break fast n speed n sudden stop at blind spot....den nw u r piss off sae u wan go hm...den he sae go hm den at spore den go eat together...den okie fine...but we still cursed him lahz..den he drive so fast den suddenli go to eting place den my dad overshot n straight went to woodlands check point..den my dad wan to u turn..den my sis n mi sae hack him lahz...let him wait der alone till he rot to death...den we went to eat at lot1..yeah..hahaz...den todae din do anything interesting...my mum went to complaint to hdb tt de contractor above do renovation till gt crack lines in almost all de rm...den de contractor came to our hse n told us to clear de stuff 1 side den dey will cum again n touch up de crack lines...den my sis woke mi up earli in de morning...den hav to clear de stuff...so tiring...aft tt went to slp back wen i woke up saw nani msg mi...den i bathe n went online...den nth mor tt i do haaha

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hmm todae was v fun...mi din went to class at all except wen tek report bk...den n nid do maintance dae...whoooh...hehez...i help choir ppl cut paper hahz...den write stuff...cuz i at hall den band perform i nvr cuz i dunno hw read score hehz...den slack ard hall de whole dae...den went to disturb jie lun...den jie lun show mi bb pink jersey...1 of de skool dey played match wid...i feel de pink ugly lehz...hahaz...den went to nani der den we slack ard....den tek pictures...den went to interact der den we play2...den mandy cum ...den lun decided to put camo paint on her face den mi n nani do hahaz...den at her cheek der we put " JL"hahaz...den we play wid de camo paint do alot ppl...hahaz...den mi n mandy went to interact der play twister...den my leg twist der twist her like retarded sia...hahzz...den band perform ..i go shout...whoooOOHHHHH...der nani n mandy oso gt shout...den michelle gt break den mi n lun go chase her den put camo on her face..den mi n lun oso gt play...den mi n mandy went to interact de play2...play like crazy...den we play de jenga...fun sia..den mi n nani took pic of ms wong frm far when she din c...like candid pic..ltr den put up de pic...den mi nani n mandy model wid npcc stuff...haha...den we play de npcc bridge den pose der pose here...like crazy sia...

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hmm...todae was kinda fun bahx...went to skool eventhough i dun feel like it...my sis n bro all stay at hm...cuz dey lazy to go skool..i'm de onli 1 hu went to skool todae...haiz..den woke up late...den rush2...bathe all tt.6.40...den tie hair..pack back slack ard abit...den tot 6.50 cum out hse...den wen wan to wear shoes i found out tt imy shoes gt ants...nt1 or 2...but der were loads of it...den i threw it away to de dustbin..den i saw in de shoe gt food stained....den i asked my whole family hu threw de rubbish ytd..den it was my dad...den i told him tt mayb wen he threw de rubbish ytd he fell sum bits of food den happens to fell into my shoe...haiz...den i hav to dig out another pair of shoe in de store rm...den went out of de hse at7..luckyl i reach skool earli cuz i took a cab...den in skool went fer band...kida sainz todae durring band...cuz no sectional...den i can't do anything to my instrument...jus tek it out de freaking heavy box fer de sake of taking it out..hahaz...den aft band wait fer mic n nani n mandy outside music rm...den slack ard at wm...den mi n nani accompained michelle eat lunch at her hse...cuz her mum cook liao...den wait fer michelle eat i fell aslp...den dey woke mi out wen dey going off...den we meet lun at ut mrt de platform den we tok2 n crap n make fun of each other n other ppl in de mrt... 1 of dem is this indian guy he slp wid his mouth open n de eyes half open..hahz...den i used lun de phone tek pic...den we luff over it...den de next stop gt alot of ah-mah cum in...den we sae 1 is tt indian guy mother...father den lun was his "bro"..hahah...den went to de bus was realli v funni...we luff loud2...n make lame jokes...den lun is de cool2 type so she paiseh she go sit other place n sae she din noe us...den i go sit bside her n sae hi jie lun...den nani n mich burst in to lufter cuz wen i approch lun my face was funni den lun reaction was so big...den gt loads mor lahz...tired i type...den reach skool de match stop cuz raining..den we watch lun play...den play de concentration game...n den went to toilet...on de way der i luff at de other skool hu lost to our bb boiz by 15-0 hahaz...den i went back to near de bb court to c lun play i pass by tt looser bb players while their coach was scolding dem...den de coah tot i sec1 or sumthing den go sae..u c tt small gerl luffin at u..hahaz..den lun play bb...mi n nani n michelle tok abt her den luff2 all tt..hahazden sain liao we go study conner den mi n nani lay dwn on de table like no 1 business...den michelle tell a stori of us...by using her fingers..hahz..v lame...but we still luff..den we cray2 der like no1 bussiness...den michelle play fer us all diff song wid piano...she v de talented de...den i slp at study conner...n cried silently...haiz...den tot wan go break fast wid nani n michelle...den all tired so we din...den wen at bb mrt,...de mrt full den we go frm 1 door to another try to go in...at last we found a door which gt empty space...den mich n mi go in liao..den lun still can lack2...n sae de next mrt is...den she din hav tym to sae finish de mrt door close...den mi n mich alighted at gombak n wait fer lun...den we luff at her...den went to lot1 n buy food...den went hm..

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this are de pic taken wen dey r eating....der r malays!!!no face wan dey all nvr fast still hav de cheek to eat in public...
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hmm todae is far de worst dae of my life...haiz...went to nature park BY FOOT!!!!went der fer quite awhile we r told to draw wad stupid nature stuff...den i kena biten by de freaking antz...fuck man...den i was quite moody cuz i had no 1 to go crazy wid and de rest of de ppl gt their fwenz...but my fwenz gt sum cca stuff...den i went this thing..den frm de nature park ders buses taking us to science center...wen der tot we will be in de aircon...but we need to go round in THE SUN.WHILE DE TEACHER WAITED BY DE SHADE!!!arghhh!!den go alot of mosquito...den i realli nt de nature type...so i c de insects and de disgusting plant i jus wan to go away as fast as possible..den mas n adeline still can go der n see2 den touch2 i feel so eee...den went skool back den wait fer all de class to reach de foyer...den adam let us off den we slack ard at canteen den we took pictures of ppl butt n ppl hu nvr fast n still hav de cheeks to eat in public...

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hmm...fridae nite went to geylang...b4 go geylang went to my grandfather hse den saw tt my cousin frm msia der...den played wid dem fer while den went to geylang...bought 1 kebaya white colour...den my dad n bro bought white oso hahaz...den b4 tt send tailor a few ald...hahaz...den went ard den saw 1 kebaya cost $150 den my mum sae like wan go marry ppl...cuz de material like royal den de pattern like wan go marry...den she sae so loud ppl pass by hear...paiseh sia...den my dad sae i gt alot liao...den i sae nvm lahz....den he sae if de price drop den will buy...den i realli hoping tt de price will drop...cuz i realli fell in love wid de kebaya once i laied my eyes on it...den went hm ard 3 + morning...den i slept at3.30...den sleep till 5 + aftnoon..hehez...den todae...din do anything much but play com..."crazy taxi"roxZ!!

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hmmm todae was bored de whole de during skool time...first 2 period i guess no cher ..den onli gt dnt student cause f&n students gt sum f&n enrichment...den dnt student onli abit cause most of dem go help cher fer de west mall thing...deni n adeline n me go c masnirwan syukri n hasif play poker cards..frankly i dun understand de game...but jus watch dem play cuse dey funni lahz...play can stress wan..lol...den at9 i 'm off to music rm ...i tot it was goint to be a great dae but de freaking ass hole hu think she can play so well brag about her telents...den sec1 oni jus came i think wed den wan act..fuck lahz..u all music lesson learn band instruments mahz...den i jus join u think u big fuck mehz...u r not perfect playing den wan to teach mi...mi urself perfect first den cum teach mi lahz...she is so wad lehz..like"de crab trying to teach de other crab to walk straight wen dey dun even noe hw to walk straight"den wen band gt break we go dwn using sprial staircase den suddenli mr goh sae u all can walk properly nt dun walk like crab...he sae we walk slanted wen we want to give him way...wahkaoz lei dis type of ppl...den aft band nani n mandy wait fer us outside music rm...den hav to wait fer mic cuz gt sum leaders meeting or sum thing den nani suddenli broke dwn n cry...it abt********. i realli can't noe hw itz feel like but 1 thingz fer sure i hurtz so much....to loose sum1 hu play a big role n ur life ,hu controls ur moods,hu is ur light to ur dark daez to guide u to de correct path...i hav expirence it b4 but nt as bad as her...even though it was nt as bad as her i cried all nite n dae i became a person hu can jus flare up her emotions n change to other emotion jus in a split second...i noe life its hard n dey oways nvr go de way wen want but it always has its own reason...todae i break fast wid my dad...wahz 2 whole week i break fast w/o him den todae break fast wid him ...feel like wen i was small...cuz he get ready all de food n i jus eat den he will clear all de food himself...den he will cut fruits to eat while watchin tv...but sad nw all grown up den leading their den itz like 1 mth 2 times we eat as a family together...haix.. : (

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hmm...todae v bored...tot wan to hav a movie marathon wid mic,mandy,n nani all cause mi n nani rented sum cd to watch fer todae cause todae no skool...but...thing oways nvr go as planed..mic n mandy all gt their own plans..so mi n nani is stuck at hm alone.... bored....
den at 3.30 i went to my grandfather hse to send stuff...den send my bro ez-link...den played ps2 n gameboi fer while der...den i went off...den slack ard n toa payoh ALONE!!! ARGGGGH!!!den went to lot1 to return de cd cause i burn to de com n cd liao..hahaz..den exchange fer nani love actually cd...cause i went thm onli gt 1 disc...fuck rite?den de sale ppl sae de cd all all dented out...ask mi to pick other cd...den i pick hot chick...stupidly funni lahz...den i break fast ALONE..can my life be any worst...by parents work...my sis skool...my bro at my grandfather hse...my fwens happily leading thier own life...realli i dun blame dem cause i shld get a life myself...but realli hw can i hav a life wen he is de 1 hu can bring mi life...
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i see de movie "sleepover" was nice...n de gerl in de stori finally gt de guy she wanted aft so long...but i guess tt can't be my life cause dreams r dreams dey can't be reality...will der be a reality between mi n him...i guess de answer is a clear no...MY FREAKING LIFE JUS TOTALLY SUCKS!!

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yeaterdae and de dae b4 was veri hard fer mi....i kept thinking of him...den i couldn't sleep...yesterdae i slept at 4.30am as i jus can't stand de pain ...der nth i can do to stop it...des no1 even to stop de pain xcept him...nw my life is jus crumbling down n jus can help to noe tt i jus can't do anything cause he control de whole of mi...i jus feel lifeless once again..i cried the whole nite thru...i hav de urge to cry while was fasting but can't so i try to crack jokes all tt stuff wi my bro...den aft break fast i jus cried all thru de night like i 've nvr cried before...den while i was cryin i heard de song he send mi...den i jue beat n blame myself up for being so stupid not to relalised....i guess wat i said in the past post abt mi havin eyes but i dun see...freaking helll y am i that dumb ?why i let him slip past mi like water without mi trying to stop it frm going away?why...y now we r not like last time...y do u hav to build a wall btw mi n u wenver i'm ard...n b hu u r to others...theres so much i wan to sae but i guess u jus dun seem to understand de state i 'm in....BUT IN THE FIRST PLACE DO U CARE!!!!i jus dun wish to tok abt my result..but tell u sumthing it is far worst than last yr...mandan n nani all jus not pleased wid their result..fer mi i've let it go...if i drop normal den normal lor...jus xcept de fact nw than be suprised later...but i think i will drop normal lor...but der is pro n con to t lahz..cause if drop normal at least i gt mor tym to prepare fer o levels...n if i can make it during de o levels at least i gt n levels...but i need to spent mor time in sec skool...

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hmmm...crazy mi n my fellow JLNMN...HAHAH...left hm at 11 to go to civic center n study...nani was late cause she had tuition earlier on...mic was even later her mum lost...den no1 give her money..lol...den reach der study abit den went to mac n eat...den left for mich huse reach michelle hse...at first i was on de right path cause i was studying...den michelle sing2...nani strum de guitar...den a while later lun came...den tt where our crazyness developed...first mich n mi left nani n lun in 1 rm de n close de door...den nani go n say come jie lun lets play den mi n michelle jelouse...den we came in hit dem....den crazy2...den i sae lun wear 3 layers of pants...den i was like eh u crazy ahz...wear 3 layears....den she say 2 lahz...den i wanted to count it den she paiseh dun let mi count...den nani n lun was our parents n mi n mic was de children den de children start to rebell de parents by hitting dem...with pillw fight..den luff like mad dog.....den while playin we kena each other neneh...lyk eg michelle touch mine accidentally...den we ran round de rm den hit michelle neh back...den all began to touch everyone neneh...aft tt we tried to kick each other cb...den luff2..den go crazy...like hell lahz....veri fun...hope we can have fun like this more often...

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