hate me? then PISS OFF.

hmm...todae...nani still piss off wid mi...i dun blame her for that...i understand if she dun wan to forgive me oso....i hav make too much mistake...i hav hurt her so many times...and yet she forgives me again n again...i admire her fer that cause i wouldn't be so good if i were in her shoes...i noe ha hav brain but its full off craps n perverts stuff....i noe i hav heart but i NEVER make full use of it to conside other people feelings and emotions...i noe i hav eyes but i jus dun use it...i alway never realise my mistake until it was too late....I SORRY NANI FOR THE THINGS UI HAVE DONE TO HURT YOU...i noe i will never find a friend hu is unique like her...she is jus she.... that wad i like abt her...but sometimes i am too obsesed wid being happi and din realise tt she was in a foul mood...jus like i said earlieR on..i hav eyes but i dun used it...too many times i broke her n other ppl heart...i think gtg n do some thing abt it... i will try to think b4 i do anything frm nw on...

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okie i'm writing abt yesterdae...cause yesterdae wan to write but no time...k...woke up early cause meetin michelle go c my fwen n at de same time study...and this fwen is my old fwen frm pri skool...hu is abit insane...or shall i sae so insane...he ask his fwen to ask my fwen to ask mi to give my hp no to him...so i did cause its like old fwen those kinda thing...but i turn out tob a nightmare...he msg mi dae n nite w/o fail...itz realli irritating mi...den wen out wid him todae den reall oddd lahz,..cause we din meet n tok fer 3 yrs...den it was totally uneasy...den michelle xpect mi to b myself...its like odd...den i was like...oh gt lost....den mi n mich wanted to go study...den he followed us all de way n realli its freakin mi out lahz...i noe he like mi wen p6...but din noe tt he still like waited fer mi till now...den i went to mich hse...den slack ard...aft gettin rid of him...den at miche hse...i sms him does he hav feelin fer mi...den he say yah...den i was like you still wait fer mi aft 3 yrs...and aft i rejected u so many times...crazy man tis guy...den miche sae wasn't tt obivous...den he change de topic saying tt his fwen like mich...den wen mich saw de msg she freak out...den i luff...den aft tt i ask like as in fwen or love...den he sae fwen...den mich was like phew...den he sms to meet mi mondae...i feel he is like irritating mi....den i feel like so bored wen i'm wid him...jus nt fun...i can be free wid eveyone but nt him...i canb myself wen i'm wid every1 or any1 but nt him...cause he FREAK MI OUT...

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hmm...so long nvr post liao....my com gt problem lately...so i can go in...sori....hmmm..but nvm nw i'm back...hmm...todae was so suprised tt" manda n chang "n "nicol n teng hui" an item...cool huh...but anyway todae ,skool dae started terrible...i n lynn was asked to write 750 lines each...n our hp was taken instead of ez link...haiz...den fer de whole dae i very tempted to msg but wen i feel my pockets der isn't any phone....awww....so sad...hhah..den nani zhanh yan,sharon ,weijian n wtf de another guy name is...help mi write....lucky i hav dem...
THANKS LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS GUYZ....U RAWKZ!!!
hmmm...den dey sae want to go eat lunch aft skool....den i anth wan mahz....den aft skkol tek back my phone....den go off to wm wid lynn, nani n sharon den saw manda n nicole at de busstop so i go run to dem ...run as wel as act lyk veri dramatic lah...din noe tt chang al tt was der den wen i saw i paiseh....luck nvr blush..haha..anyways...wen we reach wm....we at zinger burger meal ...den manda msg mi...den i din realised den she frm upstairs call mi...den sae dun eat2 lah go c ur phone gt msg den i sae orh...den go c...den reply her all tt lah....den we purposely in kfc go n tek de cheese frise n eat near de glass pannel so she can c ...tt's to make her jelouse...hahaden go walk ard....wm den go hm....and wen i go in de mrt hw suprised i am to c my "x" den we chatt in de mrt....den his fwen cum den he sat wid his fwen a call mi go der...hw surprising is tt wen i want to alight n i saw de guy hw last tym like mi....den he c mi n my "x" tot we item i guess den his face sad2...wad am i to do???den i told my x tt one of y guy fwen came to my house his name is afiq lah..den my x sae "tk abis2 ngan afiq tu.ape bagus ke dier tu"-->means:eveytime tt afiq...wat he dam gd isit"....den tru tt i noe he still kinda like mi n jelous...cause we broke up because of tt afiq oso...de he asked mi if i gt anyone...den i sae i single....den he smile2...but if he as k i won't take...cause i hav no mor feelings for him anymor...anyway i fingd tt afiq abit despo...he call my parents n lyk gt to noe my parents....jus to be wid mi...but i realli dun hav a single feeling abt him...nt even de size of an atom...anyway...tired ler wan type...so cya:)

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