9Tuesday, July 12, 2005

i reali nvr tot tat we will go this stage of arguments...i feel tt i can't realli rely on u all as much as i did before...i feel tt u all dun seem to understand mi...okie yah...partly may b i'm to blame but not all...if u sae u had /have problems...i have mine too but of course if u think of it too much it will be bad...and sharon i tot u knew the family problems over de june holidaes..i tot u would understand ...i tot tt by being happi in school i will lighten de burden of my fwenz hu had/have problems...i tot i would make dem happi in school n nt think abt their problems...n hav fun...but i was totaly wrg...now i learnt ONE IMPORTANT THING...not to make asumation wen u dun even noe...but de fact still state that all humans are not perfect and why u all expect so much on mi...firstly do u noe ALL MY FAMILY PROBLEMS... hav my sickness problem?my fwenship problem...my school problems...my class problems...if u donot tt all this problems do u other to ask...pls tell mi frankly...do u?do u noe in de first place...everyone has their own problems...but u should not show a black face to school every dae...do u?u all dun even have sickness to care...but i do...yeah too bad tt i has it...but i hav to face reality...but do i bother to care all this wen i'm wid u all no..tt because i wan to make u all happi n at de sametime have fun...i noe we said to ourself tt if we hav probles tell one another...n let de others lighten de burden....but wad burden can u carry...if it was my sickness,my family.....what?! tell mi....what burden can u lighten?!hav u ever tot of hw i felt...no i shall put it...have u even ever tot of mi once in a good way...of all de time i 've been wid u all...all de good deeds tt i hav done even if dey r onli handful...hv u ever appriciate it...do u noe tt i preayed for u all's safety evey night...do u noe tt i think of u all eveytime in class..do u noe how much i wait with anticipation fer recess n aft skool to be wid u all...do u noe all tis time we r arguing i jus want to shout out tt i'm sorri n put all de blame on mi...jus to make u all feel better n lifes goes on....but wenever i see u all...all of de stuff tt i wanted to tell u all jus can't gt out of my mouth as i see all de fuming red face upon mi...
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9Sunday, July 10, 2005

haiz...so long nvr post...hmm...mi learnt 2 chinese song liao...den keep on singing in class recess all tt until manda nani,michelle,lynn,qiong,sharon all sain...hahaz...den i dun care i kept on singing to irritate dem...den hmm...todae i woke up at6.30...went to malaysia wid my grandfather ,dad,auntie n uncle...my grandfather gt a land in patu pahat....den call ppl to work der grow fruits lah....den sell den de earinigs split 60% by40%den we go der collect money....den tot onli collect money..but in de end de ppl der give us abt 20 durians...so nice summor...den we all eat like pigs haha...den dey give mangostean,rambutan n coconut...den my house all gt durian smell...hmmm soooo nice...hehex..all fer free...den we go 1 sea food restaurant by de sea den can c spore frm der...den saw lim chu kang der gt bomb...but tis 1 is smoke onli...cause onli practice.....den c ppl catch crab...de crab soo nice..hehe..den go eat...den sleep in de car...den go top-up oil den dis ass hole cum to my dad der wan to sell fake rolex fer 1000 den my dad oso fake him sae no money...den he sae nvm 500...frm der so obvious tt de rolex is fake....den my dad din buy....anyway my dad dun use tt kinda watch..my dad like leather watch...u sell to de wrg person u idiot...haha.....
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9Friday, July 01, 2005

hmm...mondae went skool wid rebonded hair...veri paiseh...cause i feel akward so did todae...i actualli din want to use my spect...but mich force mi to...say if nvr use eyesight will spoil...blah...blah...blah..den lazy hear her nagging..so i used..todae morning go skool meet mich...den go eat...den meet lun...den lun lyk bad mood lyk tt...dunoe y?but awhile later ok lorz...den i paisehgo in skool den manda saw de spect i use she borrow mine n try on...so did nicole...den dey 2 look cute in it...but i dun think i si=uite de spect...but wad to do buy liao...now waitin fer my food to cum...so hungry...tokin to chang n nicole n manda jus now...den suddenli manda no mood....den mi,nic n chang continue tokin lorz like normal..den tok kok here n der cause all of us bored...den i order food ...den dun believe tt i eat so much n remain thin...hehe...gt secret...cum tell u all...after eatin shit lahz....hu dunnoe...den on de dae tek height n weight dun eat in de morning...aft tt eat all u wan lorz..tot can put my pic here but dunnoe where i put my camera le...michelle i upload de pic i took wid u de...later weneve i free i send u via e-mail or msn lor...kz?oh yah todae youth dae de concert adam veri funnie...mr koh oso ...hahaz...go dnt can sae him back..he go make mi paiseh...tose hu in de dnt rm tt time u will noe wad i tokin de...
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