9Monday, March 28, 2005

hmm...todae in school veri sainz....after sch go hm wit mandy n nani n lynn...but we go wm first eat lunch....den we see see stuff...den dunnoe lynn go where...so we hack care...den go eat lor....den all de unfinish chicken,chili,fish n watermelon juice....we pour dem into 1 cum n make until disgusting lyk tt den we go off....den on de way hm...nani sms mi...she sae he onli...den i lyk wadever...den nani send again...haiz de nick....den i sae y? wad he sae...den she dun wan to tell scared i sad....but de truth is i'm already sad...so itz nth wrg to add de sadness...cause now sadness is like part and parcel of moi life....i'm no longer de lively,cheerful nadiah hu is crazy all de time....now...i'm de quiet2 type..hu seldom talk much lyk b4...hu alway think of de past over n over again...i tell ppl nt to bottle up their feelings...but mi myself bottle up moi feelings....my days hav no light,my night hav no peace.i've been ttrouble with lots of things...eveywhere i go he always der.though itz not de real him...but his presence are always wit mi...i will try moi bez to forget him....i hope some day i will...ppl sae life is full of colours,i realli hope i will find de path to that colourful life soon...i will still love u...eventhough u dun like mi...i will cling on to u,wit every strength i've got...i will promise u that...
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