9Sunday, February 27, 2005
been quitea while since i've last blog...errm...life seems rather down lately...been daydreaming in class....din pay attention....i think de past nadiah is cuming back liao...dunnoe lah...but life seems rather dull to mi...i live a life with no loved...been like living in de hell dis daez...tis week i onli came to school for 2 daez...cause i have a bad cold...think becouse of de weather....life witout him....means no life...i been quite moody tis daez...dunnoe y....kept loosing my temper for nth...cried lots dis daez...last fridae...i was staring at de blank wall n i luff to myself...ya preety dum huh...den ms wong saw...den she c de wall n den c at mi...den c de wall n at mi back...den she asked mi wad am i luffing at...den i was...ah...orh..nth....but i actually reflecting on de past wen life is worth a living...wen every minute of my life is like a gold...itz so special tt i wouldn't let any1 interfear...now...let life tek de course...let it drift away...let my soul hunt my body....like nothing is worth a living anymor...not even mi...i dun get it...y am i here jus to tourtue myself n otherz...i really dun get it...can someone/something or watever pls enlighten mi...
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