9Wednesday, September 01, 2004
errm...todae????ok lorz..juz feelin down and blue...errm...i woke up in de morning...den eat...sleep back...wake up....eat again...listen discman...feeling down...sad2...haiz cry again...dunnoe lah..no matter how many tears i shead for him...he will never noe...and no matter how matter many tears i shead...nth will change his feeling for mi...so i make up my mind to let u go....thoug itz hard for mi to let u go...cause i see u everydae...itz not gonna make it ez for mi...to jus let u go....though memories wit u...will stay deep inside my heart....i jus hav to let u go...cause...i juz a fwen to u...n not mor...n hu am i to force u to like mi....rite...so..jus standing here looking at u...wit each and every step u tek wit her...wit a fake smile i stand der...n hear my heart torn apart...n thers nothing i can do...but lrt it been ripped apart...
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