hate me? then PISS OFF.

hmm...todae first dae of skool...after a week break...errmm..preety ok lah..todae...hmm...saw him...but he din saw mi...he too bz wit his own life...i guess tt de way..people move on...onli me relised tt wen he had moved on...how can i be too stupid...hiaz....i guess as it said in my fwenster...i am a failure in watever i do...from todae on...i dun care wat other people think...i jus want to concentrate as much as i can on mi studies....i dun wan to deprove animore...i wan to get to de steam i wan...hopefulli can bahx.....now mathz back to mrs muhammad!yeaH!can understand back liao...if nt tt mrs lam teach....i realli...dunnoe wat she sae....den oso layz to pay attention....now back to muhammad...YahOo....muz buck up on my science...n history....if tt 1 buck up liao...den ok...can u believe...my sci B3...frm...A1...slackin sia....history...frm b4 drop to...e8..auiyaho...muz buck up liao...so ma fwenz...i won't b updating my blog for till de exam finish....sori ...errm....science gt trainee teacher...cum...so de nerd...den he kept blinking his eyes de...de name mr wong...jus now count how many ppl raised up de hand...fro sci recall...count like sisy sia....den i start luffing...den sue-e go ask mi...den tell her tt de cher cout our hands..like sisy...count dunnoe how long...den stilol haven't finish counting...manda count faster den him sia...hahahz

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haiz...accidentally delet my last post..tt i save...haiz...lazy to rewrite lah...eerrm....todae gt science make up class ...hiaz...manda call meet 10.30 at bb interchange...cause de class start11...den i purposely cum out 10.30 frm my house leh...den reach der still no sign of her...sms her...no reply....call her no1 pick up de fone....den she call back...u noe wat she sae....i still at hm...i jus wooke up...den i do sae phyco sia u...quick lah cum tek cab...den wait for her...michelle cum.....den awhile later jl cum....den call dem wait wit mi oso....den manda reach liao...den phyco2 tok kok..early in de morning...den reach skool...den think of de reason y we all late...den i tot i wanna sae...i gt tuition...den manda...go grandma house...den jl n michelle dunnoe wat reason to give...den michelle sae jie lun because she too fat cannot walk so fast...den we all luff...den jl sae aiyah...wan to sae u ....sae onli lah no nid paiseh..until sae mi...den we luff again...den we sae hack care lah...den we go in de class at...11:35:59..jus 1 sec b4 11 36...hahah...den copy notes all den...suddenli my hp ring...haah..den de techno ringtone...den i go c my hp....den i sae...sori2..paiseh2...den cher start teaching again...den gt science game...den my grp win...den mrs chua...blanje us...water...hahah...tt 1 oso happi de...remind mi of my primary skool life...used to wait for my malay teacher after school....den she blanje me eat macdonal...den jus now press wrg de hp...de c his msg...haiz...tt de onli msg left frm him...dunnoe lah...miss him so much...

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haiz...dunnoe lah...mi...tis daez so de borring...guezz wt happened to mi, nani,doris and fathiyah....we were thrown out of p.a.c...cause our attendence suxs...hahhah...den go den wait for jl play bb....den go to lot1.....wit jie lun,doris,michelle....den after tt doris n jl...go michelle de house der de bb court..go play again...haiz...jl juz can't get enuf of bb....to her bb is her life...den go hm...straight away sleep....until abt 10 or 9+...den wake up...den eat...den sleep again...hahha..pig sia mi...eat sleep...eat sleep..den at night suddenli wake up...dunnoe by wat...den started....to feel uneasy...den go kitchen..drink...den cannot sleep...go watch movie...den blur2 din relise i was opening horror movie...den sit on de couch liao..den relized...den lazy to change de disc...den jus watch lorz....den abt 12..my sis woke up...by de noise...cause i on de home theater speaker...den she watch oso for 5 min...den she sleep back....den tt time sum1 called...den pick up de fone my cousin....den she sae she veri board..want to tok....den i sae ohz i sleeping lah...hahah..den put dwn on her...den continue watching de movie...until abt 3+....den wake up abt 6+ in de evening.....hahahz...

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toade...errm...gt r.o.d lah....den jie lun gt de mahz...so jie lun name called out onli...i,nani n manda..shout2...den clap2...like phyco on de lose early in de morning....den qiong oso gt lah...but qiong is crosscountry...she gt2nd lehz...aiyah cannot blame de...my lao gong de mahz...den went up to class gt tt Mr goh period..haiz...so i wen to c...wat de wrote on de handing over paper...Guess wat???Blank....duh...funni rite...den jus give plain paper...den i go write...on 2sep 2004 nadiah wanted a divorced from qiong hui and marry jie lun...den nani saw den go write...jie lun cannot sign w/o nani concent...cause nani is jie lun wife..hehe...deni go cancel de not at de cannot...den ask qiong to sibn...den qiong dun wan...love mi too much de....but jie lun dun care go sign....hahah...now gt 5 lao gong....ohz ya...manda and mi oso marry liao...heheh....den after eng geog...wah lau...can sleep sia...de cher tok mono tone....den wan to sleep tt idiot khairul sit beside mi kept irritate mi...he hor..cannot leave mi in peace wan....hiaya...den recess...eat3 like pigz...den rain de mahz...den i physco..i call nani n manda walk in de rain...den all de kpos ppl ...cum follow...den art...cher nvr cum...sit at study conner....den dunoe lah wat sue-e sae to michelle ...den michelle nt happi ...den after art mathz...go back class...den do mathz ...den tt khairul act so clever...until i hav to teach him...den still can sae..no lah u do wrg...den i go hit him....n luff at him wen cher sae i do correct...hhaahah khairul!!!!den sci...go dwn again to study conner cause mrs chua nvr cum...so song sia...den mr adam ask chairman to collect money f0r dunnoe wat prefectorial....den i sae my wallet in de class no need to donate...hahah....den go tt mr ho cass....wah lau dun understand sia...den dunnoe y johan de ruler at my desk den i dunnoe..jus throw to michelle der...den khairul cum tek....den...sae...haiya..tis naughty ger....den purposeli hit mi...but onli abit....hahah...den i go pinch him...until de eyes goin red den i let go...hhahaha...

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errm...todae????ok lorz..juz feelin down and blue...errm...i woke up in de morning...den eat...sleep back...wake up....eat again...listen discman...feeling down...sad2...haiz cry again...dunnoe lah..no matter how many tears i shead for him...he will never noe...and no matter how matter many tears i shead...nth will change his feeling for mi...so i make up my mind to let u go....thoug itz hard for mi to let u go...cause i see u everydae...itz not gonna make it ez for mi...to jus let u go....though memories wit u...will stay deep inside my heart....i jus hav to let u go...cause...i juz a fwen to u...n not mor...n hu am i to force u to like mi....rite...so..jus standing here looking at u...wit each and every step u tek wit her...wit a fake smile i stand der...n hear my heart torn apart...n thers nothing i can do...but lrt it been ripped apart...

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